When
Pepper got the call and heard the news, she passed it to Tony,
interrupting his three o’clock meeting with the Air Force
design
team; he took her page and stepped out into the hall as she quietly
told him what she knew.
He returned and called the meeting short; most of the schematics for
the new space shuttle had already been hammered out, and the engineers
were glad to get out early to beat the traffic. Tony shook hands and
patted a few backs, slightly distracted. Rhodey asked what was wrong;
he knew enough about Tony’s expressions to pick up that the
call
hadn’t been good news.
“Ian died.”
Rhodey looked startled at this, eyes widening. “Ian
O’Hara?”
Tony nodded, shoving his hands in his pockets. “Yeah. Some
sort
of aneurysm; Pepper’s getting the details now.”
Rhodey stacked up the papers from the table, as much to find something
for his hands to do as anything else. “Shit. I
hadn’t
thought about him in years. Were you guys in touch?”
Tony gave a shrug. “Few times a year.”
“Shit,” Rhodey muttered again. “Ian. Man,
out of the
three of us, I thought he’d be the one to outlive you and me.
Was
he married?”
Tony took the papers and shoved them carelessly into his briefcase, his
stare off in the distance. “Yeah. About six years now.
Naomi.”
The name instantly brought to mind the slender woman with the
hip-length blonde hair. Tony snapped the locks on the case, and sighed.
“Was not planning on a funeral for next week, but . .
.”
“Yeah,” Rhodey agreed quietly. “I know
what you mean. Let me know when it is, okay?”
Picking up the briefcase, Tony nodded.
The service was sparsely attended and private; a simple church ceremony
for the sterling silver urn. Tony and Pepper took a back pew;
he’d told her she didn’t have to attend, but she
was there
anyway, looking somber in a grey suit with black piping on it.
Tony was grateful. Pepper had met Ian a few times and he’d
been
one of the few friends of his that she’d genuinely liked. Ian
had
been a lanky man with a shock of blonde white hair and a soft Irish
lilt to his voice. He’d been at MIT with Tony and peerless in
prosthetic engineering in his time, eventually shifting into medicine
to better integrate his fields of interest.
Ian had been one of the few people who could hold his own in
conversations with Tony, and one of the few who could make him laugh as
well. He and his wife made it a point to see Tony at least twice a year
when they were on the coast; the last time had been nearly four months
earlier, and Tony remembered the dinner.
He also remembered after
the
dinner, when Pepper had left and it was simply Ian, Naomi and himself
with glasses of sherry in the glow of the firelight, the three of them
aware of another bond that held them together.
Tony looked to the front pew where Naomi sat, her long hair in a
gleaming chignon under the black netting, and his heart ached for her.
He shifted his gaze into a sidelong glance at Pepper, warmed to see she
was looking at him with compassion. He took her hand and held it for a
moment, feeling her gentle squeeze returned.
The gathering back at the house was even smaller, with only a handful
of people chatting quietly in the kitchen. Tony took one of the drinks
from the side table and moved out to the back yard, sipping it slowly
and looking out over the landscaping with an absent gaze. After a
while, he felt a presence moving in behind him and he spoke without
turning around. “How are you holding up?”
“I’m lost,” Naomi murmured with quiet
honesty.
“It’s just sinking in now, but in truth . .
.”
Tony half-turned to look at her. Naomi was several inches shorter than
he was, and he studied her pale face for a moment. “Do you
need
me?”
She hesitated, a grateful flicker in her green eyes. Then with
formality, Naomi dropped her gaze and briefly crossed her hands behind
her back. “I . . . I might. Not right away, but . .
.”
“I understand,” Tony murmured, and took another sip
of his
drink. “When you do, call me, and I’ll . . . make
arrangements.”
“Yes,” Naomi murmured with a hint of relief.
“Thank you, M-m-m--um, Tony.”
He managed a soft smile at her, and reached out a hand, knuckles up;
Naomi glanced around quickly, and took it, dropping a light, lingering
kiss on the back of it before straightening up.
Tony gave a grave nod, then slipped his arm around her gently and
hugged her. “Good girl. Come on, let’s see if
Rhodey’s here yet.”
Pepper had looked up through the bay window in time to see the two of
them on the back deck. She had begun to look away when she caught the
odd little gesture between Tony and Naomi O’Hara. It seemed .
. .
out of place, and Pepper made a mental note to ask Tony about it later,
maybe on the jet back to California.
She spoke quietly with some of the other guests, and kept an eye on
Tony, but he nursed the single drink for most of the afternoon, and
when it was time to go, he hugged the widow and whispered gently to
her. She clung to him, and Tony wore traces of her perfume for a while.
Back in the jet, he turned to Pepper, his voice low. “If
Naomi calls, put her through—any time, day or
night.”
Startled, Pepper nodded. She settled in across from him at the fold
down table and pulled out her laptop. As Pepper waited for it to boot
up, she spoke quietly. “Why did she kiss your
knuckles?”
Tony’s glance was quick, almost furtive.
“What?”
“Out in the backyard. She kissed your hand. Looked like
something out of The
Godfather,” Pepper tried to joke.
It fell a little flat, and Tony folded his hands across his stomach,
staring up at the ceiling. “It was . . . a gesture of
respect.
Nothing to get jealous of.”
“Mr. Stark, I’m not jealous,” Pepper shot
back, a trifle quickly.
Tony managed a tired smirk, eyes closing. “Oh I
don’t know—spying on me now, Potts?”
There was a tense little pause.
“It is my job,”
Pepper replied quietly, “To keep an eye on you. Clearly this
is none of my business—“
“—Yeah,” Tony broke in firmly.
“It isn’t.
I’m indebted to you, Pepper for all that you do, but this is
between myself, Ian and Naomi.”
The rest of the trip passed in silence.
Things were strained for a day, but gradually it wore away. Pepper
found flowers on her desk and a carelessly written thank-you note in
Tony’s familiar scrawl: Thanks
for being there— I appreciated it.
It was hard to stay annoyed with a bouquet of beautiful Narcissus
blooming on her desk, and Pepper took it in good grace. It was easier
to forgive Tony these days; he didn’t have as many vices to
despair over. They were back on familiar footing by Tuesday, and a week
later, his tease about her latest pair of Astrabellas had her blushing
before the board meeting.
“You’re
trying to
give Velanski a heart attack; admit it, Potts—“
came his
husky chide. “You know he’s got a foot fetish.
I’m
surprised he doesn’t drool every time you saunter pass his
office
door.”
“Mr. Velanski has always been a perfect gentleman,”
Pepper shot back, amused and exasperated. “Unlike some
people.”
“Hey, at least I’m
willing to tell you those sexy spikes make me think naughty
things,” Tony countered with a grin.
Pepper rolled her eyes. “You’re making me
self-conscious; should I go buy some army boots?”
“Over my dead—” At that moment the phone
on his desk
rang; Tony grabbed it, holding a finger up to stop Pepper from walking
away. “Stark here.”
His entire body language shifted; Pepper took in a breath at how he
straightened up and his expression quickly tightened. “Naomi.
Asthore; what’s wrong?”
Tony listened intently for a long moment, his entire concentration
focused on the muffled words pouring into his ear. Feeling awkward,
Pepper tried to step away, but Tony caught her movement and shook his
head.
He spoke into the phone. “No.” The word was firm
and
strong. “No, I’ll book one of the jets.
You’re to
come to me. Yes. Yes. Good girl. Tonight.”
Tony hung up, blinking a little, and turned his glance back to Pepper.
She could see the rapid reprocessing of his thoughts, and she took a
step forward. “Is everything all right?”
“I’ll be having a guest for dinner. Looks like you
can take
an early night, Potts—more time for shoe shopping,”
he
teased, but it was almost absent-minded, and she felt a sudden,
unwelcome pang of jealousy.
It wasn’t hard to figure out who the guest was, and the fact
that she, Pepper, hadn’t been invited—
Stop, she
chided herself. They
were Tony’s friends, not yours. Besides, it’s
simply dinner.
Pepper nodded. “Will . . . Mrs. O’Hara need a car
to meet her?”
Tony shook his head, his expression suddenly mild. “No,
I’ll pick her up myself.”
He and Happy picked her up in the limo; Tony anticipated that Naomi
would be stressed and grateful for the privacy that the tinted glass
would provide. When they climbed into the back, her small hands were
shaking, and he took one, letting his thumb stroke the tendons along
her wrist. “Easy, Asthore, easy,” Tony soothed her.
Naomi took in a deep breath. She was in black silk slacks, with a black
crocheted top, and the darkness of the outfit set off her porcelain
skin and blonde hair. Closing her eyes, she spoke, her words shaky.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I just—I
was cleaning
things out, and I found, I found one of the old Wartenburgs. It just
brought back so many memories . . .”
“Shhh,” Tony murmured, picturing the glittering
wheel in
his mind. Ian always bought the best when it came to toys.
“It’s all right. You did the right thing in calling
me.”
Naomi sighed, visibly relaxing now, her breathing more even.
“Thank you, Master Tony. I . . . appreciate this.”
“Shhhh,” he repeated, gently.
“We’ll have dinner, and then we’ll . . .
take care of things.”
“Yes,” Naomi repeated in a soft, soothed voice.
“Thank you.”
They reached the house in forty minutes; Tony dismissed Happy with
instructions to return by eight o’clock the next morning.
Once
the limo had moved around the circular drive and was heading back out
to the highway, Tony kept his gaze on the vehicle until it was out of
sight. When it was, he turned to Naomi, his dark gaze compassionate.
“Undress,” he told her quietly,
“here,” and
picked up her suitcase. He turned for the house, not bothering to watch
her follow his command.
Inside, he spoke in a low voice. “Jarvis, I require a full
blackout this evening, with only outside and security perimeter
monitoring online.” With a dry swallow, Tony added,
“Revoke
Pepper’s clearance for this evening, and send her calls to
voice
mail.”
“Yes sir,” Jarvis replied.
It is good,
Tony admitted in sullen delight. Damn
it.
It shouldn’t have been, but it was. He wiped his mouth and
pushed
away the remains of the grilled fish on the formal dining table. Naomi
sat at his feet, her long hair cascading down her bare shoulders as she
finished from her plate on the floor.
Tony swallowed the last of his wine, and poured another glass. He
picked it up and rose. “Follow me, Asthore.”
She did, her barefoot steps quiet behind him on the gold marble floor.
They moved to the living room, and Tony looked at the fireplace.
“Low blaze, track lighting.”
When the setting was what he wanted, Tony turned to look at Naomi,
gratified to see how calm she was, standing there naked and quiet.
“Are you warm enough?”
“Yes, Master Tony,” she murmured, standing with her
wrists
clasped behind her, eyes down. The glow of the fire played over her
breasts, and gave a gleam to her skin.
He gave her a brief smile, and set his glass of wine on the coffee
table, then circled around her, laying warm hands on her bare
shoulders. Leaning in, Tony whispered formally, “You did
right in
coming to me, Asthoreen, and I’m pleased. Your pain would
distress Ian. Let me take it from you and replace it with something
else tonight. Are you willing to let me do that?”
“Yes,” she blurted, “Please!
But—” Naomi
blinked a little and dared to meet Tony’s eyes over her
shoulder.
He nodded, giving her wordless permission to continue, and she did.
“What about your own needs? Your own . . . one?”
Tony gave a low, frustrated laugh, leaning over her short shoulder and
brushing his cheek against hers. “This isn’t about me, Naomi. I
haven’t . . . I don’t, Play anymore. You know that.
Not unless it’s with you and--and Ian.”
“Oh. I thought finally
. . . when I saw her with you at the funeral?” Naomi asked in
sweet confusion.
Tony came around and lifted her chin in one hand, his eyes with a
modicum of pain and patience. “No. It’s . . .
complicated.
She’s not yet in touch with what we both need, and I refuse
to
push. Enough about Pepper—this is about you tonight,
Asthore,” he purred in her ear.
The old rush came back; a hard dark wall of pleasure tingling through
him, and Tony paused to regain a bit of composure. Naomi was breathing
shallowly now, already beginning to slip into her zone, her pupils wide.
He gave a gusty sigh. “You have too much freedom, and
I’m going to fix that right now.”
With care, Tony brought out the brushed aluminum attaché
case
from secret compartment behind the fireplace and set it on the
coffeetable. He opened it slowly, letting the
‘snick’ of
the popping locks echo in the room. Naomi shivered at the sound, and he
himself felt another throb of pleasure.
Memories flitted through his mind, mingling with fantasies, all of them
stronger because of the little audible cue. Tony looked down into the
case, and reached in, pulling out a pair of pale leather-wrapped
handcuffs linked by a short section of glittering chain. The chain
clinked a little when he turned to Naomi, and smiled. “You
need .
. . correction, Asthoreen. You need to remember your place.”
“Yessss, Master Tony,” Naomi sighed quietly.
Pepper had trouble distracting herself. She knew she should be grateful
for the night off; God knew they didn’t come often when Tony
Stark was your boss. Still, the thought of Naomi O’Hara,
recently
widowed and highly . . . vulnerable, alone with Tony bothered her.
She wanted to be objective, or at the very least, compassionate. Pepper
knew how genuine the friendship was; she’d had dinner with
the
O’Hara’s and understood how much Ian and
Naomi’s
friendship meant to Tony. The four of them had gotten along
nicely—certainly better than pairings with some of
Tony’s
other friends, despite the odd remark now and then. Pepper had liked
Ian and Naomi.
It would be easier if
she wasn’t so pretty,
Pepper glumly admitted as she waited for her toenails to dry.
She’d changed them from her usual French manicure to a
frosted
pink, all the better to emphasize her matching lipstick, fresh from
Sephora.
Pepper sighed. She didn’t want to think about the J-word,
although she was honest enough to acknowledge it was there. Tony had
flirted with Naomi before, sure, and in front of Ian, but they both
seemed to adore it, and neither one of them minded. When it came right
down to it, Ian had flirted with her as well, and Pepper remembered
some of his comments with pleasure.
“You’d be so good for Tony.” And,
“When is he going to talk you into a few things,
Pepper?”
Pepper studied her toes again and tried not to think of how Tony might
be comforting Naomi O’Hara. It was damned near impossible,
and
with a frustrated little oath, she bent to blow on her toenails,
ignoring the late hour on the bedside clock. When all ten were dried,
she brushed her teeth, took a Sominex and climbed into bed, determined
to rest.
It was a long, long time before she finally dropped off.
She got up an hour before her usual time, and frittered it away
listening to the morning DJs and lingering over her toast. Even then,
traffic was light, and when she pulled up to the mansion, Pepper felt a
little awkward at arriving at seven thirty. She carefully trotted up
the steps to the door and pressed her palm into the scanner.
Nothing happened. Pepper tried again, but the familiar green flare
didn’t happen, and she looked at it carefully before speaking
into the little grille over it. “Jarvis? It’s me.
The entry
scanner seems to be . . . not working.”
There was silence. Pepper looked up at the glass windows and narrowed
her eyes, feeling alarmed and annoyed to equal degrees. She and Tony
had an understanding; to whit: he never EVER locked her out. Since
there was power on along the walkway lighting, the issue
wasn’t
electrical.
Pepper pulled out her phone, reluctantly willing to give him the
tiniest benefit of the doubt; the first ring echoed, and she gritted
her teeth, waiting for the loop to voicemail when it suddenly picked up.
“Hey. Let me get the gate open.”
Tony’s voice. Perfectly calm, not even sleepy. Pepper checked
the
time again doubtfully. Still seven thirty. She shifted her weight from
one foot to the other as the power surged and the light on the scanner
came on. She hesitated a moment, then walked in, steeling herself.
He was standing at the big windows overlooking the Pacific, what looked
like a Bloody Mary in one hand, tie still undone, his dark hair still
slightly damp from his shower. Pepper crossed the room slowly, looking
around. She couldn’t help it; she didn’t like it
about
herself and forced her attention back to the man at the window.
Tony was relaxed. The set of his shoulders and gentle smile on his face
startled her, and she gave him a tentative smile in return. He saluted
her with the glass. “Enjoy your night off?”
“Um,” she gave a shrug, not willing to admit her
big
extravagance was changing her polish. Pepper didn’t have to;
Tony
glanced down and gave a low whistle.
“Pink. I like pink. That makes you kissable at both
ends,”
he pointed out, clearly proud of the observation. Pepper laughed a
little, relieved at his familiar flirtatious banter. She would have
replied, but the sound of feet made her look over; descending the
stairs, Naomi O’Hara came around the curve, smiling.
“Good morning,” she called cheerfully.
Pepper froze, her expression caught between surprise and
disappointment. Tony gave her a brief glance, and took a big sip of his
glass before turning to the approaching woman. Naomi wore a pantsuit of
dark gray pinstripe linen, with a huge brooch of twisted gold on her
lapel. She joined them, and looked beyond Tony and Pepper to the ocean.
“It’s such a lovely view.”
“One of the best,” Tony lightly replied, not
shifting his glance from the horizon.
He took Pepper by the elbow, bringing her along as they both walked
Naomi down to the car. Happy was already there and Tony waved for him
to stay behind the wheel as he himself opened the door and moved to
load up the suitcase.
Naomi seemed blithely unaware of Pepper’s brittle silence and
spoke softly. “I hope you and Tony . . . well, both Ian and I
still hope. He’s such a lonely man without you.”
“Oh he seems to do just fine,” Pepper replied
dryly. Naomi looked amused.
Tony came back, and in a gentle gesture, pulled Naomi close and
reverently kissed her forehead. “I’m never more
than a
phone call away, Asthore; you know that.”
“Thank you, Master,” she replied.
Pepper’s eyebrows
went up, but before she could say or do anything, Naomi
O’Hara
slipped a hand up and around Pepper’s neck and pulled her
down--
--into a deep, sweet, kiss. It was such a surprising and sensual move
that Pepper was swept up in it for a few seconds. Right as she began to
protest, Naomi released her and gave a happy sigh. She climbed into the
limo and closed the door.
Tony gave a soft little moan. “Mmmmmo-kay. Yeaaaah. That’s
going in the bedtime memory book.”
“Oh my God, she . . . she kissed
me!” Pepper protested as the limo began to pull away.
“She
just—“ Turning to register her confusion, Pepper
caught
Tony’s bemused and slightly delighted smirk. “Oh stop it!”
“Stop what? You were the one she laid a lip lock on,
Potts,” he pointed out with a growing grin. “I had
no idea
you hopped the fence. Gives a man ideas, you know.”
“You always
have ideas,” she snapped back, unsettled and not amused.
Tony gave an expansive shrug and smirked. “Yeah, but
I’m
not the one with two shades of lipstick on my face. For once.”
Pepper turned and stalked back into the house, unable to think of the
perfect, scathing reply to that.