(Author’s
Note: I
wrote Padding the Truth to redeem Vartan’s callous attitude in
the episode "Big
Middle", so if you haven’t seen that ep, you will be spoiled
here. Speaking of
spoiling, I credit VR Trakowski with inspiring, encouraging and helping
me
write this. She’s a kind soul and deft with words and ideas.
She’s also a great
writer. When I mentioned that I wanted to follow up with the characters
of Sam
Vartan and Regina Owens she was there to tell me yes, do it. So here it is.)
He was back. Reggie could
see him through the glass of the
front window, sitting on the ledge of the fountain, eating a sandwich
and
looking as if he had every right to be there, the creep. A handsome
creep, she
admitted to herself, but still—having him out there unsettled
her. It had been
a week since she’d first noticed the guy and he was definitely
getting on her
nerves.
She thought about calling
the cops on him, or maybe Jose,
the mall security guard. Jose was pretty old, but he still looked
tough, and
he’d make it clear that while it was a free country, the bum
could go celebrate
his rights at some other part of the outdoor mall. Reggie picked up the
phone
and was on the verge of tapping in the security number when through the
glass
she saw the guy do an odd thing. He stood up, threw away his sandwich
wrapper
and picked up a bag. That wasn’t odd all by itself; it was the
fact that the
bag was one from her shop—Intimates—that startled the
daylights out of her.
Reggie KNEW she’d never waited on this guy. She would have
remembered that,
definitely.
Carefully, she watched
him stride towards the shop door and
yank it open, stepping inside. He didn’t look around, like most
guys would
have, and he didn’t fidget either. Instead, he came straight
towards her, his
expression sort of . . . grim. She straightened up from the counter and
set her
expression into her best slightly frosty look.
“We meet at last.
May I help you?” she asked. Yeah, that was
the way. Let him know she had his number, but stay professional about
it,
Reggie decided. The guy looked a little startled, glanced over at the
window
and then back at her. She saw a little flush come up on his cheekbones,
which
were pretty amazing. He hadn’t been hard to look at from a
distance, and up
close, whoa. Too handsome for his own good.
“Ah, yeah.
I’m returning this for my brother-in-law. He’s a
little shy about coming in.”
Nice voice, sort of low.
“Ah.” Reggie
remained neutral while she fished into the bag.
The top of it was a little damp; from his palm, she guessed, and that
sent a
little pang through her. A guy like this couldn’t be nervous
about a simple
return. She pulled out a long mauve nightgown, edged with soft silver
feather
boa fur and smiled when she recognized it as one of the Twilight Time
nighties.
One of her best designs and a personal favorite. Good seller too,
judging by
the way it had moved last month. Lightly she stroked it and looked up,
realizing with a shock that the guy was staring at her, not the gown.
He had a
nice nose, and a sort of chiseled mouth, very classic, but she’d
bet every
dollar in her register he knew how to kiss . . .
Jumping away from these
unsettling thoughts Reggie drew in a
breath and tried hard to smile. “So, she didn’t like it?
Was it the wrong size?
Do you have a receipt?”
“She said it, ah,
wasn’t . . . purple enough. I have
the receipt right
here—“ he muttered, fishing something out from his jacket
pocket. As he moved,
Reggie caught the flash of his badge on his belt and the holster of his
weapon.
She froze for a second, and turned big eyes at him, wishing her
surprise didn’t
show on her face. He noticed it and gave a shrug.
“Plainclothes
detective. Comes with the job.”
“Oh.” She
managed, reaching for the receipt. Carefully, he
slid his palm under the heel of her hand, pressing it up into her
grasp, their
fingers touching in a brief stroke. His hand was warm. Reggie knew her
own was
cool, and tugged the little paper up to look at it. The date/time stamp
showed
the gown had been purchased a week and a half ago, around
Veronica’s shift.
Credit card, in the name of Samuel D. Vartan. That fit. He seemed like
a Sam.
And then it hit her.
His card. Not the
brother-in-law’s—his.
Reggie
looked up and
gave a little sigh. “I’m sorry sir, but with a credit
return, we can’t give you
cash, just a refund on your card, or an exchange if there’s
something your
sister would like better.”
“My
sister—yeah. Um. What have you got?”
Reggie nearly snorted.
He’d only been hanging outside her
shop for almost a week. He HAD to have some idea about the inventory,
and
suddenly, the coincidence of a sister needing a return seemed a little
too pat.
Cop or no cop, Reggie didn’t like the ruse. She lifted her chin
and looked at
him directly, meeting his eyes in a straightforward stare.
“I’ve got
plenty, Detective Vartan, don’t doubt that. What
is it you REALLY want?”
He paled a little, saying
nothing, and Reggie wondered if
she’d been too quick to judge. Carefully she picked up the
Twilight Time
nightgown and slipped it on a hanger to buy time for both of them.
Finally he
cleared his throat.
“You’re not
buying my story, are you?”
“Nope.” She
felt a rush of relief. At least her instincts
weren’t wrong this time, and she let herself smirk a tiny bit.
When she peeked
at the detective, he was still a bit pale, but the little crinkles at
the
corners of his eyes looked cute as he managed an almost imperceptible
smile.
Lord he was a handsome one.
“Okay, fine. I
bought the thing so I’d have a reason to come
back in here, okay?”
“You don’t
need to buy something to come into the shop, you
know. Lots of guys cruise around. Some shop for their girlfriends or
wives--or
for themselves.” At his startled expression Reggie burst into a
deep giggle.
She couldn’t help herself; the man looked so stunned at that
thought that she
reached over to pat his hand, and the minute Reggie touched him he
glanced down
at her hand, then back at her. She could have sworn there was a sense
of relief
in his face.
“Trust me,
I’m not a part of THAT market. I’ll be buried in
my boxers thank you very much.”
“And it will be a
gorgeous funeral I’m sure,” Reggie
blurted, then went pink at her own audacity. Detective Vartan merely
grinned a
bit wider though, and planted his hands on his hips.
“I doubt
it’ll be gorgeous. I guess I’ll take the refund.”
“Fair
enough.” She agreed. As she took his card and set
about filling in the credit refund slip, simple curiosity got the
better of
her. It usually did, but in this case more than ever. As she handed him
the
pen, Reggie blurted, “Why did you need a reason to even come into
Intimates
anyway?”
He took the pen and
hesitated, the point of it pressed onto
the paper, resting there a long moment. “I . . . wanted to talk
to you. Say
hello, that sort of thing. I knew if I tried to catch you in the
parking lot
you’d think I was a creep, and I didn’t want to flash my
badge and give the
wrong impression, so it just seemed like buying something and bringing
it back
would be sort of . . . natural.”
“Spontaneous,”
she offered softly, marveling at the awkward
flow of his words. He looked up at her and nodded, relieved that she
seemed to
understand. Reggie pursed her mouth, but her eyes twinkled. “Like
combustion.”
He didn’t say
anything, but for the first time she noticed a
hint of pink on those high cheekbones. With a sigh, Reggie decided the
least
she could do was help him out, so she held out her hand, gently.
“Hi, I’m
Reggie Owens, owner and manager of Intimates.”
His hand engulfed hers,
and she felt calluses on his palm,
firm strength in his grip. “Sam Vartan of the LVPD.” As he
said it, Reggie’s
glance narrowed and a chill rushed through her. She tried to pull her
hand
back, but he held it firmly and she couldn’t.
“Detective, huh?
You didn’t just happen to be the one
investigating the death of Maurice Hudson, did you?” His guilty
glance answered
her question before he could say anything, and with a tug, Reggie
tugged her
fingers free of his grip. “It figures. So what are you, another
one who gets
off on the zaftigs of the world?”
It came out a little
bitterly; Reggie hadn’t forgotten the
comments made at her expense in the waiting room of the police station,
even
though the criminalist girl had apologized. It hurt. No matter how many
times
it happened, and she’d gone through a lifetime of them, it still
hurt.
He flinched.
“You know what?
Lying sure as hell didn’t get me anywhere
before, so yeah. I happen to like gals with more. I like redheads too,
and blue
eyes, and last I checked, none of that was a crime.” He snapped
back, the pink
blooming into a full flush, though whether it was embarrassment or
anger,
Reggie couldn’t quite tell. What did she DID know was that he
looked twice as
good when he was angry; his nostrils flared a little and he loomed,
LOOMED over
the counter at her, one tall feisty drink of water.
But looks weren’t
everything, and Reggie lifted her chin,
trying to keep her voice steady. “Nope, none of that’s a
crime, just . . .
suspect. That damned interrogation wasn’t exactly my most shining
moment and
I’d rather forget everything associated with it, you know?”
And then, just like that,
he looked embarrassed. A little
disappointed too, though Reggie didn’t know why—after all,
he’d only been doing
his job in the long run. He ran a hand over his mouth and his shoulders
settled; Reggie had a quick desire to rub them in comfort for some damn
reason.
“Okay. I can
understand that I guess.” He sighed and reached
for the credit slip. She pinned it with her nail, holding it on the
counter,
and when the detective looked at her in surprise, she gave him a very
gentle
smile.
“You know . . . if
you’re not in a hurry to get refunded,
you could always stop back in on Mondays. That’s when we get our
new shipments
in, and you might want to look around and see if there’s anything
you . . .
like.”
He stared at her for a
long moment, surprise and finally a
hint of mischief in his dark eyes. His smile was small, but sweet.
“I just might do
that.”
***
*** ***
He liked Mondays now. At
least, he liked the mornings when
he got off of work and drove over to the Mesa Alta mall to grab a cup
of
coffee. The little donut shop was across and one up from Intimates, and
Sam
would sit in there watching Reggie when she arrived. He knew the store
didn’t
really open for business until ten, but she’d clean and dust and
restock
inventory and generally bustle about the place.
She hadn’t caught
on yet that he was spending time watching
her for a while before he’d come across past the fountain with
two cups of
coffee, bringing her one. Three Mondays so far and Reggie still looked
surprised to see him showing up, holding out the steaming cup to her.
She was
definitely a woman after his own heart, matching his one cream two
sugars
exactly, and cupping it in both hands to enjoy the warmth off the cup
as she
sipped it.
“Perfect.”
“Hey, if
there’s one thing a cop learns early, it’s all about
the coffee,” he told her. “That and donuts.”
“I thought that was
just an urban legend.” But she smiled as
she said it, and Sam liked the look of her dimples, deep and damned
cute. He settled in against the counter,
watching
as Reggie deftly pulled boxes of new merchandise out and began to
unpack it. At
first it embarrassed him, seeing her lifting piles of panties out, but
her
matter-of-factness made it easier each time. The new box was filled
with
packages of stockings and she carried it over to a display along one
wall.
“Black, tan, white,
taupe and nude.” She commented after a
companionable silence, setting them out in corresponding piles. He
liked the
way she twitched her nose when she was pre-occupied.
“How can stockings
be nude?”
“Nude is fleshtone,
Sam.”
“Then what’s
tan?”
“Tan is . . .
darker than fleshtone. Or fleshtone for women
who are darker than nude, I guess.” She ventured, shooting an
exasperated
glance at him. He shrugged and sipped more of his coffee.
“Pretty suggestive
for a color.” He ventured, just to see
her blush a little. It was fun to tease her, he knew, and predictably,
she rose
to the bait, dropping her hands on her hips and staring at him.
“It’s—evocative,
okay? A woman buying stockings wants some
mystique to it, and fleshtone just doesn’t have the same mental
imagery as
nude.”
“You’re
telling me,” Sam agreed with a grin. Reggie rolled
her eyes, but smirked as well, and feeling a bit more confident, he
added, “So,
what are YOU wearing today—tan or nude?”
“Ha. That’s
for me and me alone to know, buster. A lady
never tells.” She managed, turning away but not before he caught
a hint of red
in her face. He laughed and rose reluctantly, glancing at his watch as
he did
so.
“Time to hit the
hay?” she asked sympathetically aware of
his nightshift hours. He nodded, feeling the fatigue settle back in as
he
straightened up. Reggie came over, leaning against the door as he
tossed his
coffee cup in the wastebasket and rolled his head from shoulder to
shoulder,
the cracks and pops of his neck vertebrae audible in the quiet shop.
“That didn’t
sound good—“ she ventured. He sighed and began
to loosen the knot of his tie, digging two strong fingers under the
noose of
it. He braced an arm on the other side of the doorframe and looked at
her.
“It’s not
bad, just loud, I guess. You’re going to lock up
behind me, right?”
“Sheesh, yes, Sam.
Just like I do EVERY time.” Reggie
muttered, secretly pleased at his concern. “I’m not
foolish, okay?”
“Force of habit. I
don’t like it that this place only has
one guard on duty and an old guy at that. He’s fine chasing the
skateboarders
off, but push comes to shove in a real crime, Juan isn’t going to
cut it.” Sam
growled. He was taller, and looked down
at her while she sighed.
“Jose. His name is
Jose, and he does a good job. You’re
just—paranoid.”
For a moment Sam frowned;
then pushing himself off the
doorframe, he reached out and lightly rubbed a finger on the end of her
nose.
“I’m a cop. I know this place is a crime scene waiting to
happen. And I don’t
want YOU to be here when it does, Reggie.”
She tried to look at his
finger, and ended up cross-eyed
with the effort. Sam chuckled, even as he fought off the urge to lean
down and
kiss her. Instead he sighed, and straightened, up, pulling his finger
back
after it trailed down over her lips.
Soft, warm lips.
“Be good. Lock the
door.” He rasped.
“Go to bed,
Sam.” She told him. He headed out, and after he
was six steps away she called to him, “Hey!”
Sam turned, his
expression curious. She grabbed the edge of
her skirt and hiked it in a quick flash. “Nude.”
“I knew you were
trouble, Owens. You’re buying the coffee
next time!” he grinned. With a last wave he headed to his car,
feeling the odd
mix of comfort and concern that had become all too familiar the more he
was
around Reggie.
As he started the engine,
he sighed with a degree of
content. He liked stopping by the shop. The first Monday he had,
they’d argued
about the best teams in the NFL and lost track of time, stopping their
loud,
good-natured sparring match when a group of little old ladies stood
knocking on
the glass door and pointing at their watches. Reggie blushed and let
them in,
still hissing her undying support for the Packers.
The second Monday
they’d hashed over favorite movies, and
found enough common ground to make both of them relax. Reggie liked car
chases,
and big explosions, which left Sam feeling those preferences might
actually
offset her atrocious football loyalties. He wasn’t sure about her
moony-eyed
devotion to Sean Connery, but given that the guy was in his seventies
now and
living out of the country—
And last Monday,
they’d talked about themselves. That was a
good morning, and hearing about her childhood had been a kick. Navy
brat. One
sister, one slightly insane grandmother and a Chief Petty Officer
father,
touring the Pacific. He heard about the practical jokes and the
holidays and in
the undertone he heard about the joy and sacrifice and strong love she
grew up
with. There had been one melancholy note there, and that was her
mother, who
was missing and had been since Reggie was seven. Went off base one
night to run
errands and never came back. Her car was found two states away,
stripped.
Sam wanted to hold her,
even though her recitation was calm
and straightforward, but she’d kept moving around him, hanging up
clothes,
shifting stock. Twenty-two years had given her time to cope,
she’d told him,
but Sam wasn’t sure THAT loss was something anyone could ever
completely deal
with.
In turn he’d told
her about his family, trying to make light
of the fighting, concentrating mostly on the antics between himself and
his kid
brother Matt, who was now running a fishing boat in
Both of them had danced
around the issue of significant
others carefully; Sam sensed Reggie wasn’t being coy, just
cautious. He told
her about his last disastrous two dates—Janna, who’d used
him to make her old
boyfriend jealous, and Cindy, who’d gotten drunk and thrown up in
his car.
Those had been nearly half a year ago, which didn’t seem long
enough in his
estimation. Neither woman had been particularly his type, but he
didn’t bother
sharing that.
Then Reggie mentioned
Louis, and the hackles had gone up on
the back of his neck at the soft tone of her voice.
“Boyfriend?”
Sam tried hard to sound civil. Tried. Reggie
had been struggling to dress a manikin in a bathrobe and looked over at
him.
“Once. Sort of.
See, Louis was working through these issues
about his sexuality, and I—“
“Oh come ON,
Reggie—there aren’t any issues about sexuality
for guys. You either like girls and you’re straight, or you like
guys and
you’re gay. Anything else is just being . . . greedy.” He
snorted. Reggie
peeked over the shoulder of the manikin and tried not to snicker
herself.
“Bisexuality is a
legitimate alternative, Sam. There ARE
people attracted to both sexes, and Louis wasn’t sure if he was
one of them.”
“Riiiiiight.”
“Oh Thank YOU
Doctor Ruth.”
“Hey, at least
I’m a confident heterosexual.” He teased,
knowing she’d probably recognize the quote. She did, rolling her
eyes at him.
“Rustler’s
Rhapsody—boy, that’s an OLD one. You probably
have a thing for Marilu Henner, right?”
“Redheads. Gotta
love ‘em.“ he glanced into the depths of
his coffee cup for a few seconds before plunging on.
“So—Did this Louis ever
figure out the orientation of his
. . . plug?”
“It’s . . .
an ongoing project,” she had sighed. “But I’m
definitely out of the applications part of it all.”
And that cheered him up
for the rest of the day.
***
*** ***
A month later, a few
minutes after eight AM, Reggie checked
her watch. Repeatedly. It bothered her that Sam didn’t show, even
though she
knew he probably had a good reason, or two, or twenty. She bustled
about
setting up shop, annoyed with herself for missing him, and slightly
panicked at
how quickly she’d acclimated to Monday coffee together.
She tried to end her
fretting by working with her design
book, but by the time Veronica showed up and clocked in, Reggie was
starting to
feel sorry for herself. She’d let a little flirtation get under
her skin, and
now her depression threatened to ruin the rest of her day. Veronica
took one
look at her face and sighed.
“Oh come on,
girl—you always assume the worst, and most of
the time you are so dead wrong. The dude’s not a flake, so
he’s probably got a
good reason. Maybe a case is running long, or maybe he’s in
traffic.”
“Yeah, or maybe
he’s wrapped up in charming the pants off
some skinny-assed meter maid somewhere,” she griped back, but
half-heartedly.
Veronica guffawed, her long nails glittering in the light as she waved
her hand
in the air.
“Nuh uh, not
hard-LEE! The man only has eyes for YOU, Reg.
Dig me, girl--I checked you two out on my Tarot reading this morning
and plain
as day he’s the one. Can’t lie when the Lovers card comes
down on the Fate card
AND the Moon card honey.”
“You’re
kidding,” Reggie laughed, feeling intrigued and
amused. Veronica sighed dramatically and rolled her shoulders in a
slinky pose
of utter confidence. She batted her heavily made up eyes and snapped
her
fingers.
“Tarot tells ALL,
Sugarbritches, especially in matters of
love. So don’t you fret none, because if Mr. Cheekbones
ain’t here this
morning, he’s got a reason. Now let’s see if we can’t
get some stock moving today,
because I do NOT want to see a frown on you no more, ya dig?”
Still chuckling, Reggie
reached for the ringing phone on the
counter, bringing it up as she watched Veronica saunter into the back
room. “Intimates
apparel, this is
“Reggie?”
came a familiar voice, a little strained.
Sam. She sighed a little,
shifting the receiver to pin it
between her shoulder and ear as she tapped some numbers on her
calculator.
“Oh hi.” She
managed in a tone that was cool, but not icy.
“Got busy this morning?”
“You could say
that. Sorry about missing coffee. Say listen,
could you do me a favor?”
She hated to admit she
was so glad to hear from him that
she’d have done just about anything, so instead Reggie made a
soft little
noncommittal sound deep in her throat and focused on the numbers in
front of
her. He gave a dry chuckle.
“I need a
ride.”
“A ride?” She
repeated, feeling a tinge of annoyance and a
faint uneasiness. Veronica came out with a box and looked at her,
eyebrow up in
an unspoken question and Reggie answered with a nod. Satisfied, the
black woman
grinned and carried her armful off to a display table.
“What’s wrong with your
car, Sam?”
“Nothing. But the
hospital won’t release me unless I have
someone else drive me home, and—“
“Hospital? Sam,
what the hell happened?!” Reggie demanded,
the calculator forgotten in the face of this alarming news. Over the
receiver,
Sam was trying to make calming sounds.
“Whoa, whoa slow
down Reggie, slow down. I’m okay. Got
broadsided by a perp and hit my head. Nothing serious, just a little
concussion.”
“A
concussion?!”
“Yeah. I’m
fine except for a little headache and a banged up
elbow, but like I said, the hospital doesn’t want me driving
home. I could
catch a cab, but I feel bad about missing this morning, so if you give
me a
ride, I’ll make sure you get breakfast, okay?”
Reggie smiled into the
phone, exasperated and relieved. “You
don’t have to bribe me, Detective. What hospital?”
“Desert Palms. So.
You’re coming to get me?” he sounded so
wistful that Reggie was tempted to tease him, but didn’t.
“I’ll be
there as soon as I can. Just let me set things up
here, okay?”
“’kay.”
A weird little pause hung between them for a few
seconds, a space where something more was felt but unsaid, and finally
with a
sigh, Sam hung up. Reggie gave a little gulp, setting the receiver down
as
Veronica came up to her, a grin on her face.
“I take it that was
your missing coffee mate?”
“Veronica, I have a
BIG favor to ask,” Reggie began, even as
the blush crept over her face.
***
*** ***
He was sitting in the
waiting area just off the emergency
room entrance, his coat over one arm, tie hanging loosely. Reggie noted
his
left shirtsleeve was undone and a bulky bandage showed through the
outlines of
his arm midway up. Sam glanced up just as she walked towards him and
nearly
jumped to his feet. Reggie looked into his eyes, searching them, trying
hard
not to look upset.
“Samuel Vartan,
what on earth happened to you?” she tried to
make it sound light and teasing.
He
grinned.
It was an amazing smile,
soft and boyish, almost shy, but
definitely something special and Reggie could only stare into those
lapis blue
eyes with surprise as he stepped closer.
“Me? I got in the
way of a suspect and got knocked down a
little. But we caught the guy,” he finished with pride. Reggie
reached up to
brush a stray wisp of bangs from his forehead. He closed his eyes
briefly at
her touch, and she was reminded of a big tomcat savoring a caress.
“Yeah, well I hope
HE’S got two broken legs and a bloody
nose then. The nerve of some people, riding roughshod over the law like
that.”
Her words were brave, but Reggie fought a shiver as Sam chuckled and
stretched
a hand out to briefly cup her cheek.
“Feisty. I like
that in a lingerie saleswoman.” Under his
fingers her cheek felt like warm velvet, and a sense of lightness made
his head
ache a little less. At that moment a young nurse in a colorful smock
bustled
up, papers in her hand.
“Okay Mr. Vartan,
here are your workman comp forms, your
accident report, your home care instructions and your prescription.
Doctor
Tanner would like you off work for a few days, so here’s your
note for that—“
she handed him the sheaf and glanced at Reggie, flashing her a quick
grin. “And
keep this man from operating any heavy machinery, hear? No drill
presses or
laundry manglers.”
Reggie turned to Sam and
arched an eyebrow at him, giving a
mock-sigh. “Looks like you’ll have to scrub that NASA
mission of yours.”
“Oh shucky darn. I
guess I’ll just go home and sulk on the
couch.” He managed, but she could see the tension back in his
face, so she
jingled her car keys. He nodded gratefully, and quietly they walked out
of the
hospital and across the parking lot. Sam kept close to her, and Reggie
could
feel his presence at her shoulder.
The
sun was in full
blaze, and Reggie fished out her sunglasses. She glanced at him
squinting and
handed them to him; Sam looked at the thick black Ray-bans a moment,
then
shrugged. He slipped them on and sighed a little while Reggie chuckled.
“You look like a
spy.” She told him, motioning to a green
Mustang with plush leopard print upholstery. Sam winced as he folded
himself up
and into the car.
“Interesting set of
wheels.”
“Hey, it’s a
girlie car. I make no apology.”
They pulled out of the
parking lot, as Sam gave directions
in a low terse voice, then slumped back in the seat. Reggie was glad
the car
was clean for once, and drove quietly, trying to watch Sam from the
corner of
her eye as she did. He looked pale, and that worried her, but she
sensed that
after the sort of morning he’d had he wasn’t in the mood
for small talk.
After a fifteen-minute
drive, Reggie pulled up to a gate,
and Sam muttered a number to her; tapping it in, the gate rolled open,
revealing a community of townhouses all cunningly landscaped into a
hillside.
Sam grunted an address. “1534 Hawthorne.”
“Well
Lah-de-dah,” Reggie murmured, more impressed than she
wanted to admit. They passed a clubhouse and pool, and what appeared to
be a
community gym. Sam gave a soft snort.
“They only let me
move here because I’m a cop.”
“Good for the
property values, huh?”
“That and I’m
a sucker for Girl Scout cookies. Here—“ he
pointed his chin at a small townhouse set at the back of a circle.
Reggie
pulled up in the driveway and hesitated, but Sam unfolded himself from
the car
and fished in his pocket for his keys. “I need . . . nah,
it’s okay. I guess
you have things to do, huh?”
“Sam—“
Reggie climbed out and looked at him as he handed her
back the sunglasses. He still looked sickly, and his hair was sticking
up, but
he managed a small smile.
“I need someone to
make a run to the drugstore for my
prescription. Should have thought of it before we got home, but
didn’t.”
“I can do it.
Let’s get you inside and I can run out for it
in a few minutes.”
Sam nodded and headed up
the steps to the townhouse. Reggie
liked the grey wooden deck, and when he opened the door he politely
ushered her
in. It was a split-level, with the front door opening on the landing.
Stairs
leading up showed glimpses of the living room, and stairs down seemed
to lead
to a bedroom. Sam pointed up with his chin and slowly mounted the
carpeted
steps. Reggie followed.
The upstairs turned out
to be a kitchen and a very nice
living room, furnished sparsely but with comfort in mind. A large
leather sofa
in dark green faced a wide screen television, and the coffee table
between the
two was loaded with magazines, a pizza box, and no fewer than three
remotes.
Reggie hid her smirk at that, but not fast enough; Sam shrugged wearily.
“I’m lazy and
I lose them a lot. Sue me.”
“Sure you
don’t want to tuck one in your holster, or wear
one around your neck on a chain?” she teased, guiding him to the
sofa and
settling him down on it. Without prompting he swung his feet up and
toed his
loafers off, letting them thump onto the carpet with a sigh.
“Sorry about the
pizza box. I was in a rush last night,
didn’t have time to tidy up.” He confessed, stretching out
and closing his
eyes. Reggie patted his shoulder, which was as hard as a rock under her
fingers.
“No big. I’ll
pick it up, but I am NOT cleaning anything
else. You sit here and let me look over your paperwork, okay? Want the
shades
open?”
“Nah—it’s
about midnight for my body clock,” he reminded her
gently. She looked down at him, feeling a wave of tenderness at his
obvious
exhaustion and concern for his condition.
“Are you going to
be all right?”
“Once you get back
I’ll feel better,” he murmured, his words
warming her a little.
***
*** ***
Reggie heard voices as
she cautiously opened to door when
she returned. Her hands were full; she juggled the pharmacy bag and a
few
groceries as she stepped in and headed up the steps.
“And so I told her
that we don’t open on Sundays, just
Saturdays. I wish you’d stop by sometime, Sammy. I can get you a
membership for
almost nothing!” came a syrupy woman’s voice. Alert, Reggie
stepped up into the
living room and felt a sickening drop in her stomach. Sam was sitting
up on the
sofa now, and next to him was a woman. She looked over at Reggie and
her eyes
narrowed, but her smile was big and sunny.
“Oh hi! I’m
Brandi, Sammy’s neighbor from two doors down!”
“Hello,”
Reggie managed civilly as she studied the woman in
despair. Brandi was a thin, tanned and streaked blonde with gleamingly
white
teeth and a cute little jogging shorts outfit. Sam turned to look at
Reggie and
his expression hit her hard; he looked like a tomcat that’d been
dressed in
doll clothes--that intensely annoyed expression.
At her? Or at the blonde?
Suddenly Reggie
didn’t want to know. She turned and headed
into the kitchen, setting the bags down with more force than necessary,
pulling
out cans of soup and biting her lips hard to keep herself in check. In
the
living room she heard Sam growl something and start to get up.
Brandi’s whisper
fell into the little awkward silence, and because of that carried
perfectly
through the townhouse.
“Wow, she’s
kind of . . . you know, large--isn’t she
Sammy?”
Reggie felt a sharp pang
in her chest, a little dagger nick
of fresh humiliation. Carefully she pulled out the prescription bottle
and set
it on the counter in slow, deliberate movements. She heard Sam’s
footsteps as
he entered the kitchen behind her, but she didn’t want to turn
around just yet.
“I didn’t
realize you had company Sam. I’ll go get my
purse—“
“Reggie—“
he murmured, low. She felt his hands on her
shoulders, squeezing, and the warmth of them, big and strong nearly
made her
cry right then. She drew in a deep breath.
He turned her around, and
slipped an arm around her waist.
Reggie barely had time to look up, and then Sam tugged her forward,
dropping
his mouth on hers. The wave of him over her, a wall of heat and
strength and
warm familiar scent shocked her, and as she gasped, the lovely pressure
of his
chiseled lips on hers increased.
Sam groaned against her
lips, utterly enchanted by the
amazing flavor of Reggie; lipgloss and coffee accents on a delicious
mouth as
soft and slick as a melting marshmallow. His tongue longed to slip out
and
deepen that kiss, explore the sensual lure of her hot little mouth, but
with
considerable reluctance he pulled back and drew in a breath, contenting
himself
with staying only a few inches from her face. Sam was dizzy, and the
concussion
was only a tiny part of it, he was sure.
“Sam—“
Reggie reached up to his chest and pushed him away.
Or tried to, but the minute her hands touched him she hesitated. He
caught them
and pinned them there for a moment, whispering gruffly.
“Stay.”
Turning his head he spoke in a louder voice to the
woman in the living room. “And as you can see, Brandi, I’m
in excellent hands
here, so thanks for stopping by, but don’t let us keep you,
okay?” the
dismissal in his tone was firm, bordering on curt, and the other woman
blinked
rapidly at his words.
“Well. Yeah, Okay,
if you’re sure.”
“I’m
sure.”
Brandi rose and stiffly
walked out of the living room and
down the stairs, and the front door closed with a bit more force than
needed
behind her.
Reggie blinked rapidly,
searching Sam’s face. “What the hell
do you think you’re DOING, Vartan?” she demanded, finally
managing to push him
a little. He inhaled deeply and let go of her hands with reluctance.
“I’m . . .
getting my feet under me.” He muttered, running a
hand through his hair. His gesture made it stand up more than ever, and
Reggie
giggled, out of tension as much as amusement. He gave her a grateful
grin and
gently, slowly, pulled her into a hug. Reggie sighed and relaxed into
it,
letting her arms slide under his and hook up to his shoulders.
He let his mouth brush
against her hair as he spoke again in
a low, rapid voice. “I like you Reggie, a lot more than
I’ve been able to admit
up to now either to myself, or to anyone else. I’m new at this,
okay?”
“Not by THAT
kiss,” came the muffled observation against the
base of his throat. The vibrations of Reggie’s voice there were
amazingly
sensual, and Sam groaned a little at the feel of them, sensing another
surge of
reaction much lower along his body.
“You know what I
mean . . . I think,” he amended. In his
arms, Reggie shifted a little, pulling back to look him eye to eye
again.
“You mean because
I’m fat.”
There was a pause.
“You’re not
fat. You’re curvy, and full, just the way I like
a woman.”
“And that’s
why you like me, huh?” Reggie demanded, all
humor gone from her voice. Sam blinked down at her, well aware this
conversation was now on a dangerous edge. He slid his hands to her
shoulders,
holding them gently, feeling how much smaller they were than his own.
“Reggie, no. I like
you for a whole LOT of reasons. What I’m
saying is for the first time in my life I feel I can actually admit
that I have
a type, and you’re it.”
Her expression made it
clear this didn’t quite sit well
either, and Sam sighed heavily, casting about for some way to save the
moment.
“Oh come on, babe,
everybody on the face of the planet has a
type, you know that. I mean, aren’t you the one with the hots for
Sean Connery?
What is it about THAT guy? The accent? The eyes?” he accused
gently. Reggie tried
not to break her serious expression, but when Sam waggled his eyebrows
she
spluttered a giggle.
“Well if you want
the truth . . .” she began, closing her
eyes tightly, “It’s . . . the furry chest.”
“Oh really?”
Sam muttered after a moment, feeling a little
nonplussed. Reggie nodded rapidly, risking a glance up at him.
“Oh yeah,
I’ve always had a thing for that hint of caveman .
. . just—oh I get it now, Just MY preference. Making a point
here, huh?”
“Sort of.”
Sam admitted smugly. Reggie pulled herself out of
his grip and turned back to the counter, sorting cans of soup. Sam
looked over
her shoulder, waiting for her to say something, and finally she made a
noisy
sigh.
“Okay. Fine. I GET
the aspect, Detective. Now what kind of
soup do you want so you can wash down your antibiotic?”
“Cream of tomato.
Did you get little crackers?” he asked,
hopefully. Reggie nodded, pointing to the shopping bag. Eagerly he dug
the
goldfish out of the bottom and opened them as she did the same with the
soup
cans.
They ate on the sofa in
front of the television as the
Sportscenter announcer wrapped up the week’s scores for
everything from
basketball to golf, and Reggie made sure Sam finished the entire bowl
in front
of him. Not that it was difficult; he seemed to have regained an
appetite, and
when he was done, yawned hugely. She moved to clear the dishes, but Sam
shook
his head.
“Later. Right now
all I want is to stretch out a little.” He
settled himself with his head in her lap, facing the TV. Reggie propped
her stockinged
feet up on the coffee table and waited.
It
didn’t take long.
She felt his breathing even out, and gradually deepen; within half an
hour
Reggie felt him begin to snore, lightly. She reached down and gently
stroked
his hair, aware of the warm weight of his head on her thighs. It was
amazingly
sensual, despite the innocence of it all, and she hadn’t realized
how thin the
material of her skirt was until now.
Reggie shifted a little,
and Sam made a little growly
protest, snuggling down against her lap, causing her to giggle. She was
reminded of her old dog, Leo, who did the same thing years ago when she
was a
kid. He didn’t like to be moved when he was comfortable, and
obviously, Sam
didn’t either. The thought privately pleased her, and she sighed
with
contentment. The replays of various games rolled on across the screen
as the
hours wore on, and gradually Reggie herself dropped off, dozing lightly
as the
warm cocoon of the afternoon spun around them.
Sam woke up slowly,
drifting up through consciousness in
layers. He knew he was warm and comfortable, and that something smelled
very
nice. Something feminine and sweet and very sensual. Sam smiled even
with his
eyes closed, and wondered if Reggie would notice as he sighed. The
pliant
warmth of her thighs, the curve of them under his cheek sent little
thrills
through his own, and for the first time in a long time, Sam felt both
aroused
and nervous. He shifted slowly, turning onto his back, and for a moment
luxuriated in the glorious vision of the underside of Reggie’s
full chest, a
full double handful and then some if he was any judge.
Frankly he was DYING to
judge, too, and debated with himself
on whether the risk of copping a quick feel would be worth the
indignation or
smack that would probably follow. Deciding no guts no glory, Sam began
to reach
a hand up, only to have his wrist seized, gently but firmly. Reggie
looked down
at him, fighting a grin.
“Ah-ah. I see
you’re feeling better—“
“That’s not
all I was going to feel,” he confessed.
“Yeah I noticed.
Good thing I stopped you, because getting
your sexist pig ass dumped onto a coffee table and then the floor would
HURT,
Sam Vartan. Keep that in mind.”
“You wouldn’t
hurt me—I’m ALREADY hurt!”
“Not enough,
apparently.” But she relented, releasing his
arm and using her hand to brush his forehead. They smiled at each other
for a
moment, and Reggie sighed uneasily. “Okay, we need to get up
now.”
“Why?”
“Because my
leg’s asleep, and I need to use your bathroom
and mostly because it’s too comfortable.” She told him
gently. With real
reluctance, Sam sat up and Reggie slipped out from under him. He
pointed to a
doorway off the other side of the kitchen, and when she was gone, he
turned the
channel to the news and checked the time. Nearly four-thirty. His head
felt
better, and although his elbow was a little stiff, Sam tried to bend it.
Big mistake. He felt the
newly formed scab begin to crack,
and the renewed trickle of blood flow. Cursing under his breath, he
began to
roll up his sleeve. Reggie came out and caught sight of what he was
doing. With
a little oath, she reached for his arm, trying to roll the sleeve up
and having
no success. Sam listened to her fuss and laughed to himself at her
ongoing
litany.
“ . . . Just like a
guy think you’re superman, able to
heal up overnight,
but oh no, you have to PUSH the limits and look what happens. Does it
hurt?”
“A little,”
Sam admitted. Reggie sighed and shot him an
exasperated glance.
“We’re going
to have to change the dressing then. Maybe you
ought to go . . . um, shower . . . and we can put a clean one on
afterwards.”
She blushed, and some of her warmth seemed to reach him; Sam felt his
own face
heat up, but he nodded at the eminently sensible suggestion.
“Yeah, I have to go
in and handle some paperwork anyway. You
saw the doctor’s note—no work,” he pointed out when
Reggie looked indignant. As
he spoke he began unbuttoning his shirt, and she turned away, unwilling
to
watch. Sam gave a shrug. He slid out of the broadcloth and tugged the
undershirt
off over his head, wincing as it slid against his bandage. Reggie had
retreated
a few steps, still averting her eyes.
“Sam!”
“What?” he
replied with a feigned nonchalance. He hadn’t
intended to startle her, but the sight of her discomfort amused him.
“Ah for
Pete’s sake, I’m only taking my shirt off so you can help
me undo the bandage,
Reg—“
She turned back and
blinked a little as he held out his arm,
and the spark of heat in her gaze as she looked at him sent and
answering throb
down his spine. Her eyes widened.
“Oooooohhh,
fuzzy.” She weakly muttered. He glanced down at
himself and nodded.
“Yep. Blonde but
substantial. Hope that’s not a problem.”
Sam told her. Reggie shook her head softly.
“Nooo, not a
problem,” came her fascinated little murmur. Sam
quickly grabbed her hand and pressed it to his chest, against the fur
there.
Reggie gasped, fingers tightening slightly against the heated muscle.
Sam
chuckled awkwardly.
“So—do I look
like Ron Ely or what?”
That made Reggie laugh;
the giggles bubbled up out of her in
a sweet fountain of hilarity and she rolled her eyes. Sam smirked with
relief,
his expression becoming hooded when Reggie slid her fingers from one
broad
pectoral muscle to the other in a gentle caress. He felt his skin flush
under
the tickle of her long nails. God he loved the feel of those along his
body.
“Much handsomer
than he ever was, and you KNOW it too. Go
shower, Sam.”
He nodded reluctantly,
feeling a definite stir between his
thighs as he brushed past her, and right then and there Sam knew he
liked
Reggie.
Liked
her a LOT.
***
*** ***
It was later, after he
was washed and dressed, when she was
winding the gauze around his elbow, clucking gently that he worked up
the
courage to say anything. Up close she gorgeous lashes, and he found
himself
staring at her mouth, remembering how soft it had been.
“Reg?”
She glanced up, and
seeing the look in his eyes scared her,
Sam could tell by the way she pulled her head back and tugged a bit
harder on
the gauze.
“No.”
“No?”
“No, I like you
too, and that’s why I’m NOT going to sleep
with you, Sam.”
He flushed, half in
disappointment, half in frustration, his
brows pulling together in annoyance.
“I have to
ask—why? And how did you know I was even going to
. . . ask.”
Reggie drew in a breath,
her mouth making a little twitching
gesture as she gently fixed a butterfly clip on the gauze. “I
told you why. I
like you, Sam. And that . . . scares me. Not you, you don’t scare
me, but this
. . . I don’t know, this feeling around you. It’s a good
thing, and I for one
don’t want to mess it up. I’m not good at relationships,
but I do have urges,
so I have flings once in a while. I have those with people who’re
in it for the
moment, for the fun. NOT people like you, Sam.”
“I could be
fun,” he protested, feeling a cold chill deep in
his stomach. Reggie looked up at him through her curly bangs and the
little
glint of pain there stunned him.
“Don’t I know
it, Detective. I’ll remember that kiss in the
kitchen for weeks . . . MONTHS even. However, I’m not ready to
take you on for
a quickie fling, no matter HOW amazing it might be. It’s not fair
to you, and
God knows it would utterly kill me to walk away from that. Be honest,
Sam
Vartan—we’re not ready for this, neither one of us.”
The little ache between
them deepened, and he was aware
there was a brightness in her eyes that could only be unfallen tears.
He flexed
his arm slightly, welcoming the slight sting of pain it brought as he
sighed.
“So I’m not
going to be a fling, huh?” he demanded gruffly,
trying not to let any hurt creep in his voice. Reggie shook her head
slowly.
“No.”
Blindly he reached out,
slid his good arm around her
shoulders and pulled her closer, nuzzling her sweet-scented hair,
feeling a
wave of anguish inside him at the unfairness of it all. Reggie’s
arms slipped
around him and tightened, and the pure rightness of her fit, the simple
easy
way they molded to each other suddenly made Sam grin.
“But we can be
friends, right? Coffee and hanging out and
doing things—“ he ventured softly, not releasing his hold
on her. In the warmth
of his hug, Reggie stiffened slightly then relaxed.
“Well . . . yeah.
Friends do that. Sure.”
“And if ONE of the
friends just, say, happens to have
tickets to the UWLV game on Saturday and wants to bring his buddy . . .
“ Sam
commented thoughtfully. Reggie turned her face up, eyes still bright,
but her
mouth curled in a smirk.
“Then the buddy
might skip out on her laundromat trip and
go. Provided she can pay back her pal with beer and hot dog money. You
know,
for parity and all.”
“Of course,”
Sam agreed, privately deciding that would happen
over his dead body and then some. He didn’t want parity, or
paybacks or
anything that took away from simple fact that it was a date.
Reggie
might not want
to call it that, but it was, Sam told himself.