Tuesday
night, October 31st.
As she
finished signing in, Sara gazed at the paper cutout
pumpkins and skeletons adorning the glass windows of the crime lab with
a
modicum of good humor. Considering the ghoulish nature of the work
going on
here, the decorations could be considerably worse, she knew. Moving
slowly, she
passed down the long central hall, spotting a few pleated tissue bats
dangling
over doorways, and stopped short when she reached Greg’s
station. He smiled at
her.
Long
fangs peeked out of his mouth, and Sara burst into
husky giggles at the sight of them.
“Nice
canines—“
“Aren’t
they? I dated my orthodontist’s assistant and she
made them up for me a few years back—“ he lisped a
bit, preening.
“They
look interesting. Can you eat with them?” Sara wanted
to know. Greg gave a rueful shake of his head.
“Actually
I keep biting my tongue,” he confessed. Warrick
strode into the lab, carefully set three tubes into a rack next to the
microscope and gave both Sara and Greg a quick smile.
“Hey
Sara. You going to make it to the office party
tonight?”
“Possibly,”
she conceded. Grissom hadn’t mentioned going
even though the flyers had been posted all over the locker room and
community
boards for the past few days. Warrick gave her a quick once over and
grinned.
“You’d
make a pretty good hippie you know.”
“Too
close to home—“ she replied knowingly.
“How about you?”
“Ah.
This is one night a year I get to indulge in a little
hero worship and celebrity at the same time,” Warrick
admitted, looking a little
embarrassed.
“In twenty minutes
I
become--Hendrix.”
“Jimi—
totally groovy!” Sara went wide-eyed, nodding
approval while Greg riffed on the edge of his table.
“And
no doubt you will be picking up many foxy ladies,
experienced or not—“ he sighed. Warrick managed a
faint swagger on his way out
again, letting his body language confirm that.
Sara
checked her watch and stepped out into the hall again,
her thoughts adrift.
Halloween
was never predictable, and some years it was their
busiest night of the month while on others, things had been fairly
quiet. She
also knew Grissom chose to work it every year thus freeing up anyone
with kids
to take them trick or treating.
“Hey—whatcha
think?” Catherine strode towards her. The
floor-length dress was purple and black, form fitting along the bodice
and
fitted with a black velvet cape topped with a high white collar. She
carried a
bi-horned hat in her hands. Sara blinked before she could find the
right words.
“Wow—that’s
uh—“
“Maleficent,
yeah, the evil queen. Lindsey’s going as
Sleeping Beauty and she always insists on coordinating outfits. Sheer
hell the
year she was Tigger.”
“You
were?“
“--Pooh.
I wanted to be anything BUT, believe me. Anyway—“
“Whoa
Catherine—so where’s your costume?” Nick
called with a
grin as he quickly passed by them. She shot him an evil glare, hands on
her
hips.
“Got
an apple for you, Nick—a nice RED one--“
His
chuckles echoed down the hall as he hurried off, a sheaf
of papers in his hands. Catherine turned back to Sara and gave a quick
smile as
she rolled her eyes.
“Grissom’s
got our shift assignments staggered unless we get
paged, so Warrick and I are in after midnight. You and Nick have the
first
half and come off around two or so. Going to the party?”
“Maybe—I
didn’t think about getting a costume, and usually
company shindigs aren’t my thing—“ she
trailed off awkwardly. Catherine gave a
little shake of her head.
“Come
on, you can’t let the skank hold you back, Sara. The
first step in getting on is getting out, girl. Come to the party,
you’ll feel
better for it, trust me.”
Sara hid
her smile and lifted her chin.
“Costume?”
“There’s
a ton of things in the To Be Destroyed warehouse,
hell, all of the Millander stuff from his Halloween shop. Half the day
shift’s
been consigning their outfits from there,” Catherine told
her, giving Sara an
appraising glance and a little nod.
“They’ve
got some stuff you might like—go on and check it
out—you’re early anyway, right? Anyway,
I’ve got to get going--”
Sara
gave a noncommittal nod as she strode away from
Catherine, and cast a glance towards Grissom’s office.
She
blinked at the sight of the man stepping out of room:
the long black cassock, crisp white dog collar, plain olivewood
crucifix neatly
resting against the row of black buttons. As Sara lifted her eyes to
his face
the shock hit her; Grissom cocked his head, eyes twinkling.
“Happy
All Soul’s Eve,” he intoned, watching her scramble
to
recover herself. Sara shook her head, marveling at how somberly
handsome he
looked, how his beard gave him an extra air of ecclesiastical
authority. When
she found her voice she muttered,
“Mendel,
right? Boyhood hero?”
Grissom
gave a perplexed look and shook his head, glancing
down at his dark robe and rosary.
“A
good guess, rooted in logic, but no. This is more along
the lines of undercover work.”
“A
priest in
“There
are still a few places in this city where a priest
might not be out of place,” he prompted her, watching the
challenge of the
puzzle settle in her eyes. Sara drew a breath, but a beeper went off,
and
Grissom hauled his robe up along his hip to fish in his pants pocket.
“Duty
calls—I’m on remote so reach me by cell. Are you
going
to the party?”
The last
question came out casually. Too casually; Sara
caught his shy tone and shook her head.
“Not
really a party kind of person, especially around
costumes, you know? It’s hard enough to work with someone
like Hodges without
seeing him in some ridiculous getup.”
Grissom
cast a glance down at himself and arched an eyebrow
that spoke intimate volumes to Sara, who caught his unspoken meaning.
“I
think I know which vow you’d break
first—“ she whispered
to him; he lifted his chin.
“Do
you?” came his calm reply, and Sara had to turn away to
avoid giggling. They walked down the hall together and when they
reached the
doors, Grissom turned to flash her a soft smile.
“If
it’s a slow night you’re welcome to come hang out
with
me.”
“Now
that depends where you’re going to be. A church? A
mission?”
Grissom’s
smile faded a bit, but he drew himself up,
squaring his big black shoulders as he pushed the glass door open and
called
back, “Bunker Brothers—Garden of Lambs.”
Sara
watched him stride out to his car, the long cassock
swinging at his ankles, stunned.
“
“Hold
still if you want this done right, Sara—I’m not
used
to people moving when I touch them.”
“And
I’m not used to anyone doing my make up for me,
sorry—“
came Sara’s mumble. Robbins gave a twinkly smile and deftly
smudged more
grey-green cream under her eyes.
“Understandable.
Let’s give you a little more graveyard mold
here—sort of a mossy hint along the jaw line—what
color lips—green or black?”
Sara
risked a peek at herself over his shoulder in the
stainless steel of the nearest refrigerator, and marveled at her
ghoulishness.
“I
dunno, I’ve never played dead before—what would you
suggest?”
“Green
with black streaks along the liplines,” he promptly
replied, carefully daubing a sheen over her temples. “That
way when you flash
your teeth it will be more dramatic. Nice dress.”
Sara
preened a little on the stool, smoothing a hand over
the torn and stained satin tulle skirt. It was a little big on her, but
better
than the alternative; a dead bride beat out Minnie Mouse any day as far
as she
was concerned. She closed her eyes as Robbins dusted her nose.
“You’re
in luck it’s a slow night.”
“I’m
in luck you took drama in college AND know what a
corpse is supposed to look like,” she replied, grinning.
Robbins chuckled
softly.
“Call
it a serendipitous moment; and may I add you’ve got
cheekbones to die for—literally.”
“Dad’s
side of the family. Thin Austrians mostly. Some
Italian blood.”
“Ah,”
Robbins smiled. He motioned for her to tilt her head
up and darkened the lovely hollows of her throat with a paintbrush.
“My wife
Simone’s Italian, from
Sara
blinked as Robbins added, “Do you have gloves, or do
you want me to do the hands too?”
“That
might get messy—“ Sara argued, but he shook his
head
and picked up her right one, studying the tendons on the back of it.
“Not
if I just highlight along the hollows and give them a
nice desiccated look. Make the bones stand out so sharply Gil will cut
his lip
on them next time.”
The
minute the words slipped out he flinched.
“What?”
Sara’s expression sharpened and she stared at him.
Robbins
had the grace to look embarrassed as he met her
glance over the top of his glasses.
“Sorry about that—but I saw the two of you at Copeland’s about a month back.”
“Dinner—“
Sara interjected automatically, “We had dinner.”
Robbins blinked and he waited. When she said nothing further, he
shrugged a
little.
“Gil
and I have had dinner before too, but he’s never kissed
my hand, or split a chocolate mousse with me,” he declared in
a softly mournful
tone.
Sara
couldn’t stop a tiny flicker of a grin cross her mouth
and seeing it, Robbins relaxed a little. He dipped the sponge brush
into the
dark paste and lightly stroked the spaces between the tendons of her
hand,
adding shadow and depth to it as he spoke again.
“It’s
none of my business Sara, and frankly if it wasn’t for
this hand you’d have never heard it from me.”
Sara
stared at him a moment, and he could see the fine muscles
in her throat quivering ever so slightly, the only hint of emotion in
that
pause.
“Was
it . . . obvious?” she finally whispered, her husky
voice low with repressed feeling. Robbins let his mouth fall open
slightly
before he spoke.
“Sara,
I happened to look up at the right moment to catch a
glimpse of the two of you and it was . . . amazing. In all the time
I’ve known
Gil, and that’s a good number of years, I’ve NEVER
seen him look like he did
that night.”
Sara
pondered that, overcome by the dry sincerity in his
tone. Robbins glanced over his glasses at her and added, “Or
you either for
that matter.”
She
blinked, thrown off guard, feeling heat on her pale
green cheeks. The coroner smiled, rolling his eyes.
“A
blushing dead bride—there’s a first.”
“The
dead part is more likely than the bride part—“ she
muttered, “Does Grissom know that you know?”
Robbins
shook his head decisively and picked up Sara’s left
hand as he motioned for her to blow on the back of the right one to dry
it.
“No,
and he won’t, unless he asks me directly.”
“So
you’re putting this revelation back on ME,” Sara
grumbled, staring at her hand. Robbins managed a wry smile.
“Come
on, Sara—the two of you had to realize someone around
here would find out eventually, right?
“I
know, I know. Despite the locale we didn’t consider the
odds I guess. When I’m out by myself, I NEVER run into people
I know.”
“That’s
generally the way of things—when you’ve GOT a
secret
it gets harder to keep,” Robbins commiserated. He took her
two hands and looked
at her critically.
“Not
a bad approximation of a corpse if I do say so myself.
Sneak up behind Hodges and I bet he’d wet himself.”
That
made Sara grin; she rose from her stool and smoothed
down the stained tulle skirt in a manner that betrayed itself for the
delaying
tactic it was. Robbins cocked his head and waited.
“So
. . .”
“So?”
“Aren’t
you going to give me the standard warning advice
about dating the boss?” Sara blurted, bracing herself.
Robbins kept his gaze on
her.
“I’m
a coroner, I don’t give advice,” came his bemused
reply. Surprised, Sara looked up into his guileless blue eyes as he
added, “But
as a friend of Grissom’s . . .” Robbins hesitated,
and Sara steeled herself.
He
smiled, pushing up his glasses. “Just know that he takes
his commitments seriously, that’s all. I’ve never
seen him do anything
half-assed in his life.”
“Yeah,”
Sara nodded, trying to look serious—or as serious as
a ghoul-painted dead bride could look, “He’s pretty
much a full-assed sort of
guy.”
Robbins
laughed and patted her shoulder, giving it an
affectionate squeeze before herding her out of the autopsy bay.
“I’ll
take your word for that, since it’s not something I
really think about—“
She
turned and smiled, and despite the makeup, Robbins
caught a flash of the spiritual beauty that radiated within her, the
essence
that had so obviously captivated his colleague. Tongue-tied for a
moment, he
added,
“And
you have MY word.”
Sara
nodded once, and began to stride down the hall, her
long skirt rustling along the linoleum.
With one
gentle finger, Grissom let the ladybug crawl onto
the tip, and then lifted her up from the marble monument. The beetle
turned
into the breeze and opened her elytra; her amber translucent wings
popped out
and she flew off as Grissom managed a faint smile, following her flight
through
the sunset. His gaze dropped to the headstone and gently, he patted it.
He
turned away and stepped to the white gravel path, moving
slowly, breathing in the scent of sun baked lawn and greenery all
around him.
Carefully he looked to the perimeter of the cemetery, to the stone and
iron
gates that encircled this part of the Bunker Brothers mortuary. This
was one of
the oldest sections, and much closer to the road than the others;
consequently,
it was the most frequent target of vandals, thieves and desecration.
Grissom
set a slow pace, passing by a cluster of stones shaped like tiny lambs,
glancing at the names: Hanna, Anna and Lee Roebble, born 1871 died 1873
Called
to His Loving Arms.
Grissom
recalled reading about the Diphtheria epidemic, and
how a hundred and thirty years ago it had swept through the community
seemingly
overnight, killing one out of every three children or babies at that
time.
These mute crumbling stones were all that remained of a lost generation
of
He
squared his shoulders and ambled on, his pace sedately
slow as befitted the costume he wore. The cross bounced against his
chest, and
once again he was discomfited by how familiar it felt. When he closed
his eyes
he could faintly hear the soft brogue of Father Jack rising up in his
memory,
their conversation of almost thirty-five years ago still clear.
No
Gil me boy, priesthood’s not for the likes of you.
You’re
too fond of standing apart, of turning a keen eye on things best seen
by the
heart.
I tell
the truth, and believe in it.
Which
puts you in better stead than many, Boyo, but you’re
young and still clay in the hands of the Almighty.
I’ve
already got a shape. And a will and a brain, Father.
What I NEED is a purpose!
Which
will come in time. Priesthood requires commitments
you’ll never be comfortable with.
At the
rate I’M going, the vows won’t be a
problem—at least
two of them, anyway.
Tush!
Spoken like a true teenager—no, I mean that to do
God’s will as a priest means you must deal with other people,
and let’s face it
laddie, that’s not your strong suit. Never was, never will be.
I could
learn.
Learning
doesn’t transform into accepting the concept, young
Gil. To thine own self be true. Priesthood, never. Brotherhood
though—perhaps.
A wry smile twisted his
mouth as Grissom remembered the
rough kindness in Father Jack’s words, the heavy gnarled hand
patting his
shoulder in brusque comfort.
Later,
when he did find his calling amid a world of glass
and steel and science, he appreciated the old priest’s
insight into his true
nature. The only people Grissom truly felt comfortable around were
those who,
like himself, stood apart.
Shaking
this surprisingly melancholy thought away, he turned
at the main intersection of the gravel paths, heading for the wrought
iron
bench between the Italian cypress trees. He sat down, his eyes sweeping
the
ground. Smiling, he bent down to pull up a dandelion puff on a stem. It
was a
full fat one, thick and wispy white.
Pursing
his lips, he blew, sending the seedlings soaring in
the first touch of twilight, gliding up and away on the gentle breeze.
He
smiled, enjoying a sweet, uncomplicated moment.
The
sound of a car in the distant parking lot broke his
reverie, and as he stood his cell phone rang.
“Grissom.”
“Hey,”
came Sara’s voice. “Thought I’d take you
up on your
offer, but I wanted to warn you first.”
“Warn
me?”
“Let’s
just say I’m wearing a lot of green tonight,” her
voice had dropped into a warm tone and he smiled in response.
“Leprechaun
or Martian?”
“Uh,
neither.”
“Intriguing.
Should I keep guessing?” he asked, deliberately
turning away from the parking lot. From the sound of Sara’s
chuckle he could
tell he was being watched.
“Maybe
you better—I don’t want to freak you out or
anything.”
He made
a chiding sound and fought the urge to look over his
shoulder. Twilight was turning the air a soft blue, and the breeze had
gotten a
little colder now.
“Sara,
I dare you to name a single time in the history of
our acquaintance when I freaked out—“
“When
I asked if you were kinky,” came her prompt response.
Grissom paused, trying to figure out the proper explanation.
“I
didn’t freak,” he began carefully, “I
merely expressed
justifiable surprise at your line of enquiry.”
She blew
a loud, wet raspberry into the receiver, making him
grin broadly.
“I
take that as disagreement.”
“Duh!
Since you were lying on top of me with a raging hard
on at the time, I feel vindicated in my assessment of your reaction.
You
freaked, Gris, big time.”
“Be
fair—those weren’t your ordinary
circumstances,” he
pointed out, hearing the soft sound of approaching footfalls behind him.
“True,”
Sara admitted with a light laugh. “Hey I’m almost
right behind you—don’t get
scared—“
He
turned, crucifix swinging as he did so, the gravel
crunching under his shoes. Sara caught a glimpse of wide-eyed confusion
before
his expression shifted to a speculative smile.
“This
is a new look for you,” came his low murmur as he
tucked his phone away. Sara fluttered her eyelashes at him through the
tattered
veil, managing a slightly embarrassed smile.
“Trust
me, you don’t want to know what the alternative
costume was. When a zombie is the better option—“
Grissom
grinned and circled around Sara, staring at her in
the dim twilight.
“The
only things you’re missing are a ring and a scent,”
he
whispered behind her ear.
“I’ll
manage nicely without the bouquet of decomp, thank
you—“ Sara muttered, feeling self-conscious in the
dress. She hadn’t considered
the symbolism of the outfit, or how wearing it around Grissom was
making her
feel.
Tingly.
Slightly
frightened.
“True,
and if you died before consummation, then the ring
would be nothing but a hollow symbol of an unfulfilled sacrament. ’Tis
virtue
that makes an early grave.”
His
words hung in the twilight for a moment.
Sara
pursed her mouth and turned away, waving one arm in a
careless gesture, deliberately shifting his attention.
“Like
all of these? And why are you out here anyway,
Grissom?”
He
stepped away from her, squaring his shoulders and looking
off in the distance for a moment; she studied his profile and felt a
tremble in
her belly, the hot flutter that hit her now and again looking at him.
Sweeter
than desire.
Love.
“I
. . . keep watch. Keep an eye on the cemetery during
Halloween. Someone needs to, and the department is always too
short-handed to
assign anyone officially, so . . .” he trailed away at
Sara’s expression.
“That’s—incredible.
You choose to stay here and make sure no
one disturbs the graves. Wow.” There was no mistaking the
awed sincerity of her
words, and Grissom ducked his head, embarrassed.
“It
makes me feel useful. The first Halloween I was in Vegas
about forty of the monuments here were kicked over or destroyed. It
sickened me
to think that anyone would consider that fun. Worse
yet—“ he turned again, his
eyes blazing,
“—They’re
children. The
most innocent of victims at any time, but particularly here.”
Sara
nodded, feeling his controlled anger so keenly it was
almost like heat radiating off of him. She crossed her arms
unconsciously, and
Grissom suddenly relaxed, scratching the back of his neck in a
self-conscious
way. He looked at the gravel for a moment.
“It’s
okay,” Sara assured him, shifting closer, “I
respect
the way you feel about it.”
Looking
up, he smiled gently and rolled his head in an
attempt to loosen his tension, the clerical collar glowing in the
twilight.
“The
first two years I was out here, patrol cars kept
stopping by and asking me for ID. I mentioned it to Brass and he
commented that
I stuck out—that if I wanted to blend in I needed to look
like I belonged in
the cemetery. Ergo—“
“—Father
Grissom,” Sara nodded. “Makes sense to see a priest
here. I on the other hand—“
“—Fit
in too, albeit in a slightly more morbid fashion,” he
grinned. “Just keep your license handy and try not to be
conspicuous. I don’t
want anyone out on the road having an accident because they saw a
zombie in the
cemetery.”
“Try
not to be conspicuous? Grissom, I’m covered with green
body paint and fake mold. I’m wearing a dress Miss Havisham
would have thrown
away!”
“Look
at it this way—you’ve been complaining about being
a
bride’s maid all the time—“ he trailed
off. Sara pouted at him; he reached to
touch her tattered finery, straightening it with his strong fingers as
the cool
Las Vegas night settled around them, desolate and quiet. “You
look remarkably
beautiful, Sara. Your next veil will be much prettier, trust
me.”
Her
mouth dropped open, but before she could say anything,
the loud creak of rusted metal screeched out over the landscape,
followed by
the tinny sound of AC/DC’s “Highway
to Hell”
blasting out on the night air.