Nearly
two
weeks went by, and Nick took the time to think a bit more about Starr.
About
himself. About how many of his mornings coming off shift had been made
a little
lighter lately because of a woman with big brown eyes and a soft Texan
drawl
that echoed his own.
There
were
times when it was easy to feel good about her. Starr the sports
fanatic, silly
joker, the maker of killer enchiladas, the brilliant artist and not too
bad a
singer was definitely wonderful stuff.
Then
the
tiny nagging burr of doubt would snag his thoughts, that passing ‘yeah, but—‘
and Nick would find
himself
sighing. It wasn’t that he wasn’t attracted to her,
no,
that wasn’t it at all.
Considering how often he’d studied the saucy curve of her
ass, or
the bounce of
her bust, attraction wasn’t the issue—on that
matter his
body was Good to Go,
big time.
Always
it
came back to his head. His mindset. The deep and fearful curiosity
about . . .
what lay between her slender hips.
He
didn’t
know. And he couldn’t ask. Starr said she was a girl, but in
Nick’s experience,
that was now covering a LOT of ground, and his traditional definition
had been
skewed eight ways to Sunday ever since the transgender case.
Starr
called herself a scarred woman; Nick worried about what that meant.
Scarred emotionally?
Scarred physically? Both? He had a nightmare scenario of sliding a hand
into
her panties and getting a handful of something far too familiar--
And
yet . .
. he argued with himself, even then, Starr would still
be—Starr.
For
a
fleeting moment, he felt an odd empathy for Francis Lavalle.
He
pulled
up at the duplex mid-afternoon on a Saturday, feeling the heat in a way
he
hadn’t lately. The temperature had shot up over the hundred
degree mark, and
the weatherman had indicated that there would be no relief any time
soon. Nick
hoped things would cool off after the sunset; he’d brought
his
DVD of
Nick
climbed out, feeling his shirt sticking to his back. In the distance,
the
horizon shimmered, and although the reservoir cast a shadow, it
wasn’t much of
one. He heard music—ZZ Top’s LaGrange—coming
faintly from Starr’s front door and grinned. He sauntered up
and
rang the bell;
after a moment it opened, and Starr stood there smiling at him.
“Hey Nick, come
on out of the heat!”
Nick
blinked, drinking in the sight of her leaning on the doorframe.
Starr’s
hair was tied in two adorably messy ponytails, and she wore her usual
shorts,
but Nick couldn’t quite avoid staring at the pink tank top
stretched tightly
over her abundant chest. The logo beamed out at him:
“Nice
shirt—“ he managed with a straight face, following
her
inside. “Did you
actually go there?”
“Oh
sure
did! Wally took me last year and we took photos. Completely a tourist
trap, but
life’s too short not to do a few cheesy things,
right?”
Starr told him as she
danced a little in the foyer. Nick realized she had a yellow plastic
bucket
full of sponges at her bare feet and an impish look on her face. He
shook his
head.
“And
here I
thought you just wanted my DVD—Starr, no, we are NOT washing
your
car!”
She
thrust
her jaw out, and the determined gleam in her eyes both tickled and
annoyed him.
Starr could be amazingly stubborn, a fact Nick had learned the hard
way,
argument after argument.
“Oh
come ON
Nick—with two of us it won’t take any time at
all—hell, we can even do your
truck too if you want,” she wheedled, her shoulders still
moving
to the music.
Nick parked his hands on his hips and prepared to hold his ground, but
the move
made his damp shirt shift against his spine and suddenly the appeal of
a little
cold water sounded like a good idea. Starr saw his hesitation and
giggled; she
picked up the bucket and crooked a finger at him, motioning with her
head to
the driveway. “Come on, Butch, we have cars to
wash.”
“Lead
on,
Sundance, but after this you owe me big time. I’m a skilled
scientist you know,
not manual labor around here.”
“Riiiiiiiiight.”
Starr
had
an ancient Volvo in dark blue; a staid little car that she’d
dressed up with
zebra seat covers on the interior. Nick particularly liked her bumper
sticker
that read ‘Miskatonic University Alumni’. She
filled the
bucket up, letting the
water froth up the soap she’d added, and then turned the hose
onto the car,
wetting it down. The minute the water hit the metal surfaces, a little
crackle
rolled out, and steam rose.
“Yeow!”
Starr observed. From the other side of the car, Nick grinned, white
teeth
flashing out at her reaction.
“Better
wait a minute before soaping it up, or it will bake right
on.” He
pointed out.
She nodded, and let the water cascade over the hood and top of the car
before
suddenly dropping the hose with an annoyed snort. Nick laughed as he
came
around and caught the sight of the unrolled window.
“Damn
it!”
she hissed, yanking open the door and furiously spinning the handle.
The seat
was already wet, the zebra fur looking soggy. Starr used the edge of
her hand
to sweep the puddle of water off the seat and then wiped her fingers on
her
shorts. “Well THAT was stupid.”
“It’ll
dry
out quick if you leave the window just a little open when
we’re
done,” Nick
assured her. He had already slopped one of the sponges into the foamy
bucket
and was sweeping it over the hood in long, efficient strokes. Starr
closed the
door and reached for the hose once again, spraying the back end of the
car.
The
smell
of wet metal and rubber mingled with baking concrete and dry grass.
Nick felt
content; simple chores done easily just felt good. He scrubbed
efficiently, not
minding the job at all now.
At
least,
he didn’t mind until the stream of icy water gushed down on
his
head, arcing
from the other side of the car. Nick sucked in a breath, shuddering at
the
unexpected chill drenching him and he spun, shouting, “Starr!
You
are SO going
to pay for that!”
The
only
answer was a loud laugh and another spray of water. Nick growled and
lunged for
the hose length lying on the cement, yanking on it hard. A squeal and a
thump
told him he’d succeeded in pulling it out of her grip.
Triumphantly he drew in
the hose hand over hand until he had the freeflowing end in one fist.
He
stepped around the car . . .
And
didn’t
see her. Nick peered through the windows and noticed Starr had managed
to scoot
to the other side, keeping the Volvo between them.
“Nice
try,
Sundance, but I can still get you—“ he announced.
“Suuuuure
you can.” Came her taunt. Nick pretended to aim up, then
ducked
and shot the
stream under the car, wetting her feet. Starr squealed again.
“Oh
MAN that’s
cold!”
“You
ought
to feel it on your head—like THIS!” Nick shouted,
carefully
bracing the hose on
the top of the car and pressing his thumb over the end. The added
pressure
forced the water out in a powerful spray that Starr couldn’t
duck; it doused
her thoroughly and she spun around hissing and spluttering even through
her
giggles.
“Y-y-you
have n-no sense of humor!” Starr accused hopping over to the
bucket and fishing
for a sponge. Nick grinned and leaned over the hood of the car.
“Hey,
I’m
laughing NOW,” he pointed out cheerfully. Starr heaved a
sopping
yellow square
at him in retaliation but it missed, bouncing and falling to the
driveway with a
wet plop. Nick didn’t notice.
Point
in
fact, Nick wasn’t noticing anything beyond the sudden and
shockingly hot sight
of saturated pink cotton clinging in skin-tight fashion to
Starr’s tits . . .
Damn, tighter than skin-tight, emphasizing those big happy nipples
rising up so
stiff and perky . . .
“Yeah,
w-well we still need to get the car finished,” she grumbled
turning away. Nick
blinked, feeling dry-mouthed and a little stunned; he grabbed the hose
and
backed up, trying to concentrate on the wheel rims while the image of
Starr
burned against his retinas for a moment longer.
All
woman,
no damn question there, not when his palms tingled to feel the weight
of those
beauties resting in them—
“Nick?”
“Huh?”
he
turned, wide-eyed, but Starr was nowhere in sight, and he realized she
was bent
over, scrubbing the back bumper. Her voice came out again, amused.
“Can
you
get me the scrubbing brush from the bucket?”
“Oh.
Yeah,
hang on—“ he turned and fumbled, fishing into the
soap
water and pulling the
plastic brush out. Carefully he walked around to the back of the car,
steeling
himself for the sight of Starr, but it still hit him in a wave of lust.
Starr,
low
on her haunches, rubbing the sponge along the license plate, the
vigorous
circular movements making her chest bounce with every stroke, and the
water
sparkling in diamond drops in her hair—she looked up at him,
and
her eyebrows
jumped a little. Nick knew in that moment that she’d spotted
his
erection.
He
blushed.
She
blushed.
For
a
moment they simply looked at each other, and the new awareness moved
between
them, sweet and awkward, as if another layer had been peeled away
leaving them
each a little more vulnerable.
Nick
turned
quickly, knowing it was too late but determined to press on. He fished
for the
sponge still resting on the hood, drawing it over the windows, and
along the
rear view mirror, smearing soap in bubbly trails with every swipe.
A
bee
zipped by; he ducked instinctively and waved a hand. The bee circled
again, and
Nick peeled off his soggy shirt, using it to shoo the insect away.
“Beat it!”
“What?”
“Nothing.
Stupid bee, that’s all,” he replied shortly. Behind
him he
heard a gasp. Nick
looked over his shoulder to see Starr staring at him as she squeezed
the
scrubbing brush in her hands. The fresh glimpse at her semi-transparent
tee
shirt did nothing to calm him down, and Nick grimaced a little while
keeping
his hips turned. “What?”
“Oh
my God.
Oh my God you have the most beautiful definition I’ve ever
SEEN,
Nick Stokes.
Oh my GOD—your rectis abdominae are gorgeous,
honey!” she
squealed, her
ponytails bouncing. “Perfect deltoids, you’ve got
textbook
obliques—turn
around, turn around!” She ordered happily. Startled, Nick
looked
down at
himself, vaguely aware she was going on about his muscles and amused as
hell
about it. He turned obligingly and Starr yelped again.
“Damn
it,
your deltoids are just as perfect from the back and your lattisimus
dorsi would
make an anatomist weep, baby.”
“Starr---“
Nick protested, blushing all over again. Sure he kept himself fit and
worked
out, but from the sounds Starr was making—
“I
KNEW you
had nice glutes, but all the rest of it was only a guess. Oh Butch, you
HAVE to
let me draw you. I’ll do ANYTHING to get you on
paper!” she
breathed, looking
at him as if he was a cherry chocolate cheesecake.
Nick
began
to shake his head. “NO—come on Starr, I’m
no model,
I’m a CSI, okay? Drawing my
foot is one thing—“ He didn’t get to
finish because
right then Starr yelped and
tried to reach behind her. The move made her breasts all the more
enticing, but
Nick realized she was in pain.
“Damn
it,
it’s stinging! Nick—“ she appealed to him
and he
moved around her to see the
bee struggling against the wet cotton between Starr’s
shoulder
blades. He
flicked it away and stepped on it firmly. Starr whimpered a little,
still
trying to touch the sting; Nick grabbed her elbow, feeling a little
better.
This was something he could do.
“Come
on,
Sundance—kitchen. Let’s see if you’ve got
any baking
soda.”
Meekly
she
allowed him to steer her inside and they did an awkward dance around
the
breakfast counter. “Middle shelf by the
fridge—“ Star
mumbled. Nick found it
and pulled the box down.
“You’re
not
allergic, are you?”
“No,
just
irritated,” she replied with a gulp. Nick grinned and turned
on
the faucet,
rewetting his fingers before he scooped them into the box of baking
soda. Then,
he hesitated.
“Um
. . . “
he began awkwardly. Starr, who had her back to him, looked over her
shoulder.
She caught his expression and understood; carefully she reached for the
hem of
her wet shirt and began to peel it up. Nick tried not to look, but
hormones won
out, and he watched as inch by inch her shirt rose up to reveal her
long bare
spine. The little knobs were well-defined, and the blades wide; the
sting was a
small white spot about the size of a quarter between them.
Starr
pulled her shirt off over her head and held it protectively against her
chest
as she waited.
Nick
dabbed, gently. He smeared the mushy baking soda onto the sting in
little dabs,
trying not to press too hard, and fighting back the knowledge that
Starr had no
shirt on.
That
she
was standing here in the kitchen, topless.
That
he was
shirtless too.
So
they
were both half-naked in the kitchen, within a few inches of each other.
Suddenly
Nick felt as if his skin was too tight, and that seething just under it
was a
drive stronger than he’d realized. Starr was so slender that
he
could see her
ribs; the rounded curve of one breast peeked out on the side. He kept
dabbing.
“Starr,
I .
. . think you ought to . . . put your shirt back on,” he told
her
in a
monotone. She turned her head to look at him, and the sunlight
filtering
through the chili pepper curtains dappled her skin. She had freckles
over her
shoulders, and Nick knew he was only seconds from leaning over and
kissing the
base of her neck.
Her
big
brown eyes shone with rich heat, and for a moment her chin trembled.
“Nick
. .
.” she breathed, and the WAY she said it, soft and hungry
undid
any good
intentions he had left. Nick sighed harshly and bent forward, mouth
pressing to
the delicate skin on the side of her throat, kissing and feeling her
rapid
pulse there.
And
then it
felt as if his entire world went in and out of focus, as if time had
paused.
Nick slipped his arms around her waist, his mouth still on her skin.
Starr
moaned, low and sweet; a sound that stiffened his nipples and dick
instantly.
Nick kept kissing. Starr tasted like cotton candy with nutmeg, sweet
with a
little spice and he wanted more of it, a LOT more. His chest pressed to
her
spine, and the touch of bare skin between them felt so damned good.
Starr
leaned back against him, gasping when he nuzzled up under her ear,
nosing
around the ponytail to do so. Squirming, she turned in his arms, the
wet
teeshirt still clutched against her chest, and now it was squeezed
between
them, warming to the double body heat, a thin damp barrier doing
nothing at
all. Starr’s eyes were half-closed, and Nick leaned forward
to
close the gap
between his mouth and hers, slowly pressing his lips onto the softest
kiss he
was capable of.
It didn’t stay soft. Starr’s hands slid to cup the
back of
his neck, and Nick
growled a little, pleasure sparking in hot little throbs all through
him. His
grip around her tightened, his arms gliding up behind her back, cupping
her
bare shoulder blades to pull her closer and just as he did, her tongue
glided
along the opening seam of his lips. He eagerly parted them, deepening
the kiss
with reckless heady pleasure.
She, Nick
thought and on
slamming on the
back of that, Mine.
And
their
kisses intensified; deep and sweet, hungry, building in a smooth
synchronicity
of passion between them. Starr kissed with her whole body, quivering in
his
arms, clinging, making little animal moans as her tongue danced with
his. The
press of her warm happy chest against his sent hot pulses down his
stomach and
Nick held her tightly, rocked into her hips, not caring anymore about
anything
but this moment . . .
“Starr?
Your hose is running all over the side---whoah, ‘scuse
ME,”
came the startled
tones of Wally as he shuffled in, registered the sight in the kitchen
and made
a clumsy about-face. “I’ll just go turn the water
off—“ he slammed the door
behind him as Nick and Starr jerked apart guiltily, each of them
breathing
hard. Starr was flushed and her chocolate eyes glittered in the
afternoon
light. She clutched the shirt against herself and gave a little shake,
as if
trying to break from the spell they’d been in just a moment
before.
“I
. . .
better go change . . .” she mumbled in a soft, dazed voice.
Nick
stood there,
trying to catch his breath, still feeling the tingle where his skin,
his body
had pressed against her. He ran a hand through his hair, at a loss for
words.
Starr moved past him, picking up speed, nearly running by the time she
reached
her bedroom. Nick heard the door slam, and he leaned on the counter,
bracing
his palms there and trying to figure out what to do next.