Dawn was
just beginning to light the sky when the heavy
mahogany doors opened, and a small woman with elfin features and a
matching
pixie cut of her white-blonde hair appeared on the sill. She wore a
filmy green
gown, and Sara immediately thought of her as a sprite, a Tinkerbelle
come to
life. The woman smiled and opened the door wider.
“Please come in, Lady Heather has been expecting
you,” came the invitation.
Grissom stepped forward first, ahead of her, and for a moment Sara
hesitated
but remembered in time that his role made it natural for him to do so.
She
followed him into the wide wood-paneled foyer and stood at his side,
looking
around discreetly as the sprite spoke again.
“I’m Ariel, Lady Heather’s Major-domo.
This way to the lunarium, please—“ so
saying, she led the way across the foyer to a door off the side of one
staircase.
Sara once again let Grissom lead the way, happy to do nothing more for
the
moment than follow. The Dominion was slightly intimidating but
beautiful with
its wood paneling and rich antiques; Sara shifted her suitcase from one
hand to
the other and tried not to let it bump into anything. They moved to the
back of
the mansion, finally reaching a pair of glass paneled doors.
The lunarium was on the ground floor; an airy room of tinted glass
walls with a
glass ceiling that opened onto the fading night sky. The furniture
carried the
night motif further; dark blue with silver stars on jacquard fabric,
and the
ornaments were in polished sterling silver. In the center of the room
was a tea
service set for four on matching midnight blue velvet; the dishes had
silver
stars along the rims. Candles lit the room.
A man and a woman were already in the room; the woman lounged on a sofa
and was
laughing softly, while the man stood near her, hands crossed behind his
back,
his smile deep and dimpled. Sara noticed the man was in a plain white
shirt
open at the neck to reveal a chain collar and black jeans. He was
barefoot. The
woman was striking in a floor-length off-grey cotton lace dress and a
ruby
stone rosary around her neck.
Grissom cleared his throat, and Sara watched as the woman rose to greet
him,
holding out her hands. Her expression was serious, and she rested her
fingers
against his for only a moment.
“Mr. Grissom,” she acknowledged gently.
“I’m glad you came.”
“I wasn’t going to,” he admitted softly.
Sara watched them with a hot twist of
something ugly deep in her stomach, and hated herself for it. Then the
woman
turned her gaze from Grissom to her so quickly that Sara flushed,
feeling
caught with the emotion on her face.
The woman drank her in, those mercilessly bright blue eyes taking stock
of Sara
from the top of her head to the toes of her sandals, sweeping over her
long
lines in careful consideration before coming back to meet
Sara’s gaze. Lady
Heather reached out her hands and automatically Sara held her own out,
feeling
it momentarily sandwiched between the other woman’s palms.
Lady Heather’s touch
was warm and strong.
“I have wanted to meet you for a very long time, Miss
Sidle,” she purred
gently. “I’m honored you accepted my invitation.
Welcome to the Dominion.”
Sara glanced at Grissom, who nodded fractionally, then she cleared her
throat.
“Thank you.”
Lady Heather smiled again, and gestured to the table graciously.
“We have much
to discuss, so let me offer you tea while we do so. James?”
This last was to
the man, who shifted to pull out chairs.
Lady Heather sat and Sara noted that the man, James, remained standing
behind
their hostess and a little to her right, his hands still crossed behind
him at
the small of his back.
Sara murmured her thanks and waited until Grissom was seated, then
carefully
sat herself at his right side. It felt odd to have someone standing
instead of
joining them at the table, but Sara understood and waited quietly as
Grissom
spoke up.
“Zara is here because she chooses to accept your invitation
to learn more. I am
pleased that she desires to do this and accept your offer on her behalf
with
two stipulations, Lady Heather.”
Lady Heather nodded, as if she’d expected this, and
thoughtfully sipped her tea
before speaking up. “Of course. Please tell me the provisos
you need to make
this a comfortable arrangement.”
Grissom’s jaw tightened fractionally under his beard and he
paused a moment as
he looked from Sara to Lady Heather. “First of all, if Zara
chooses to stop and
leave the Dominion, she may do so unimpeded and with no shame or
regret. This
lifestyle, while rewarding can have phases that are difficult and
frightening
and I insist that the mental and emotional welfare of my pet be your
foremost
consideration.”
For a moment no one spoke; Sara felt a hint of exasperation at
Grissom’s
over-protectiveness, but there was an answering serious expression on
Lady
Heather’s face as she set her tea down again.
“Promised and pledged, Mr.
Grissom. At any moment including this one, your lovely Zara is free to
leave of
her own choice.”
Grissom relaxed slightly and pushed his cup forward; automatically Sara
took
the small silver tongs and added two cubes in, then picked up the spoon
and
stirred it for him. She was proud of her own grace and unobtrusiveness
in
serving him; of demonstrating how perfect she could be at making
Grissom look
his best. Lady Heather smiled in acknowledgement, impressed. She leaned
back a
little. “And your second condition, Mr. Grissom?”
“That for the duration of her stay with you, Zara is to be
treated with
respect. Her submission is a chosen gift, not an assumption. No one
shall touch
her without permission from Zara herself.” Grissom replied,
and although his
tone was soft it was reinforced with steel. Sara looked at his hard
expression
and shivered, feeling that a command been given, not a request. Grissom
looked
more distant now, aloof and she felt the power of his personality
rising
through his normally calm demeanor. Lady Heather nodded again, this
time with a
slight frown on her face.
“Naturally. Zara is here to learn, not to serve . . . unless
she chooses to do
so.” her words were spoken lightly, but they too carried an
implication, and
this time Grissom nodded. Sara wasn’t sure what the
underlying inference meant,
but knew she had no way of asking at this point. Lady Heather looked at
her
directly, focusing on her to the exclusion of the two men in the room
and Sara
was struck a how similar the blue of her eyes was to
Grissom’s.
“Miss Sidle, for the next two days you will be under my care
and supervision; a
responsibility I do not take lightly. How would you prefer to be
addressed
during our time together?”
Sara paused, aware that this choice would make an impact on the next
two days.
She considered the matter for a moment then spoke firmly.
“Miss Zara. I would
like to be called Miss Zara.”
“Very well then. Please allow James to take your bag up to
your room and help
you settle in.” Although her tone was mild Sara understood it
was a directive
and not a suggestion; she looked a Grissom who gave her a slight nod of
affirmation. James picked up the suitcase and waited; Sara looked to
him and
then back to Grissom. Lady Heather spoke in a softer voice and they all
rose
from the table.
“You will have time to say your goodbyes in a few
minutes.”
Once James and Sara left the room, Lady Heather turned her glance back
to
Grissom and tilted her head, letting her expression say a great deal.
He met
that gaze squarely, lifting his own chin a little in return.
“You never fail to surprise me, Mr. Grissom. Out of all the
choices open to
you, all the warm willing bodies ready to kneel down and kiss your
shoes—and
you select a tigress,” came her bemused observation.
“The heart knows when the search is over,” he
quoted easily, his eyes
narrowing. “I don’t want easy, Lady Heather. I want
her.”
“I can see that,” she countered, a softness coming
into her steady stare, “It’s
what you want of her that intrigues me.”
He said nothing, his silence eloquent. Lady Heather gave a slow shake
of her
head, and for once her smile was tinged with a little hurt. Carefully
she
circled around Grissom, finally returning to stand before him.
“Just when I
think I know you—I don’t. Who is this woman? Why
does sending her here even for
two days leave you looking like fish hooks are embedded into your
skin?” She
leaned closer, her voice dropping into the slow seductive whisper.
“How hungry
ARE you for the pain you want her to inflict?”
Grissom kept his gaze level, but the sudden chill over his expression
made Lady
Heather pull back cautiously. He looked past her to the door, and his
voice was
low. “Teach her what she wants. Let her choose. Two days.
That’s all I can
spare her.”
“Very well. I’ll have her until the night of the
Cotillion, and return her to
you then.” Lady Heather paused, “Mr.
Grissom—“
He turned his gaze back to her and she gave a tiny sigh. “I
can’t force the
flower to bloom. At best I can tend the seed you’ve planted
and let her own
dark nature blossom.”
Grissom cocked his head in acknowledgement.
Lady Heather moved to one of the little carved ebony tables and picked
up a
house phone, speaking into it quietly. “Please bring Miss
Zara down for her
goodbyes now.” Hanging up, she walked to the door and looked
over her shoulder
at him, and this time her smile reached her eyes. “Love
becomes you, Mr.
Grissom.”
Sara slipped in to the lunarium once more, feeling a little anxious
despite her
brave face. It wasn’t so much that she was afraid of anything
particular thing
here—she’d processed enough in her time as a CSI
that nothing much truly
shocked her anymore—but knowing she’d be facing the
next few days alone in an
alien environment made her a little jumpy.
Grissom looked up from the book he was examining as she moved towards
him, his
gaze so full of assurance and serenity that Sara paused, letting it
settle over
her like a blanket on her shoulders. She smiled. He set the book down
and came
over to her, flexing his shoulders for a moment, then sighed.
“So I suppose this
is goodbye, for a while.”
“A few days, yeah.” Sara cocked her head, but
didn’t move to touch him; somehow
it seemed important that she let him get used to the idea. Grissom
shifted,
brushing his cheek against hers in a slow gesture, intimate and gentle,
and
Sara savored the feel, the scent of him. She pressed her own cheek to
his,
turning to catch the corner of his mouth against hers.
Grissom stayed very still. When the moment passed, he straightened up
again and
took her shoulders into his hands, squeezing them very gently.
“You are free,
Zara. Stay or leave; the choice is yours. I will be waiting for
you.”
Not trusting her voice, Sara nodded. She took his hand and turned it
palm up,
then lightly kissed the sensitive warm center of it, a gentle gesture
of
submission. Grissom blinked, honored. He smiled at her once more and
slowly
walked to the door of the lunarium, not looking back. When it closed
behind
him, Sara stood alone for a moment, fighting a shiver. She wandered
over to the
book Grissom had set down and looked at the cover: The
Harem of Abdul Gasazi.
Sara smiled.
A knock on the door caught her attention, and she watched as James
entered,
followed by Lady Heather. She moved to the table again and gestured for
Sara to
sit. Both women did, and Lady Heather kept ramrod posture as she spoke.
“And
now it begins. Since it’s nearly six in the morning I assume
you’re tired and
need to sleep. Normally the Dominion isn’t open to clientele
until after
sunset, so you won’t be disturbed. The first item of business
will be a tour of
course—a more in-depth one than the average visitor
gets—and after that we will
spend time in the classroom.”
Sara nodded assimilating that for a moment, feeling it was a more than
fair
arrangement. Lady Heather laughed softly and when Sara looked up, the
other
woman smiled. “I’m pleased to have you
here—it’s the first time I’ve had a
chance to actually teach my art. Most of my employees have only
rudimentary
talents and transient interest in alternative lifestyles. I sense your
curiosity
is motivated by emotion, not money.”
“I’m here because it’s a good opportunity
to learn,” Sara admitted easily.
Lady Heather nodded. “It is. Have you any idea what
you’d like to know more
about?”
Sara shook her head. “Not really. I’m not sure what
sorts of things I’m
expected to know.”
This seemed to amuse Lady Heather again; she motioned for James to move
closer.
“James, what do I expect you to know?”
“My lady. Um--You expect me to know how to tie knots and
fasten bonds, how to
select, use and clean play equipment, how to cater to your moods, how
to find
my zone, how to use my safe words, how to—“ he
stopped when she lightly reached
up and pressed a hand to his lips. He pinkened a little but Lady
Heather
smiled, clearly pleased at his reply.
“Very good. It’s always nice for a teacher to have
a pet.”
Sara tried not to laugh, but James looked slightly embarrassed, and
taking pity
on him, Lady Heather affectionately slid a hand along his hip, patting
it
gently. “It was a perfect answer; I’m
delighted.”
Looking at Sara, she added, “Several of those are things that
I would be
pleased to teach you in a few day’s time, if you so
choose.”
“Good. That would be . . . good,” Sara agreed.
Feeling a little bolder, she
asked gently, “Um, and I should call you Lady
Heather?”
The other woman nodded. “That is always acceptable and
appropriate.” She cocked
her head slightly and looked at Sara for a long moment, her smile
slightly
warmer. “In truth Miss Zara, you fascinate me. Not only can I
see you are an extraordinary
woman, I also sense you’re the last to realize it. James will
see you to your
rest, and we’ll come for you at a little after seven this
evening. Please feel
free to let us know if there is anything you need further. Sleep well,
Miss
Zara.”
Sara recognized the cordial dismissal for what it was, and followed
James out
of the lunarium once more, heading for the staircase and the cozy room
on the
third floor.
At the door to the room, Sara cleared her throat; James looked at her
attentively.
“So you’re James. Are you a student of Lady
Heather’s too?”
“In a manner of speaking,” he replied with a boyish
smile. He looked altogether
preppy, but older than the average boy toy, and Sara noted how he held
a hint
of a commanding presence of his own. “For the time being,
I’m Lady Heather’s
slave.”
“Isn’t that degrading?” Sara blurted
before thinking about her words. She
blushed instantly, but James gave a small sigh, his dark brown eyes
squeezing
shut for a moment.
“Perhaps the nomenclature is—servant
isn’t quite right, and submissive is
closer—but in actuality, no. It’s not degrading if
it’s a choice.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to put it that
way. Really,” Sara tried to assure
him. James gave a quick smile to show he understood, and spoke again.
“It’s all right. Tell me, what do you consider your
position to be with Mr.
Grissom?”
Sara blinked, and when she didn’t answer, James nodded,
continuing. “Exactly. I
think the only difference between us at the moment is that
I’m not nearly as
far along in practicing this . . . lifestyle as you probably
are.”
“No. Really—I’m not into it . . . not
full-time,” Sara mumbled, feeling both a
sense of embarrassment and an odder one of relief. She realized she
hadn’t been
able to talk to anyone other than Grissom about this relationship
choice since
Grace Pachelli and Damian Kanahoe had left. James seemed to sense her
mood; he
gave an understanding sigh.
“Neither am I, but I take what opportunities I can.
There’s the real world, and
there’s
. . . this. I’m just realizing now that for me to do well in
the
former, I require a bit of the latter.”
And that Sara understood, keenly. She flashed James a thankful smile,
and they
locked gazes, feeling a moment of soft wordless connection. He cleared
his
throat a little, and straightened up, giving her a little inclination
of his
head. “And on that note, I need to let you rest, as per my
Lady’s orders.
There’s a phone with extensions for various places throughout
the Dominion.
I’ll be back to escort you to dinner after seven. Sleep
well.”
He left, his bare feet making no sound on the hallway carpet, and Sara
watched
him go before turning back to the room and looking around it again. Her
gaze
swept through it with both a professional and personal eye, noting the
carefully selected antiques and soothing color scheme. Slowly she
wandered to
the bed and began to pull the chenille spread back, folding it neatly
at the
foot.
The room was small but spotless, with fresh lilies in a vase at the
window, and
filmy green curtains closing out the light. The botanical decorating
scheme
carried over in the mossy color of the carpet and the green and gold
wallpaper
with etched ferns curling on it. Sara carefully slipped out of her
clothes and
pulled on a big teeshirt, savoring the scent of Grissom. She stepped
into the
tiny bathroom and brushed her teeth, watching herself in an oval
gilt-framed
mirror flanked by real
After almost twenty minutes she couldn’t stand it, and got
up. Carefully, she
fished in the bottom of her suitcase and fished out a little velvet
bag. When
Sara tipped it into her hand, the white leather collar tumbled out, and
she
slipped it on, feeling a sense of relief.
She climbed back into bed and dropped off to sleep after a few minutes,
her
nose buried against the fabric of the shirt she wore.
Grissom finished up the last of the vials, neatly labeling it in his
strong
printing, and then gave a little sigh. It had been a tedious job, but
necessary, and he felt a faint satisfaction in knowing that his work
would
either confirm a lead or eliminate one. As he peeled off his latex
gloves, he
glanced at his watch to check the time, and noted it was after three in
the
afternoon. For a moment he debated setting his request for overtime on
Ecklie’s
desk and thought better of it—while Conrad was grudgingly
fair about payment
for the extra hours, it would come at the price of another snide remark
about
maverick attitudes.
He missed her. It didn’t seem fair that they’d only
had one night together
since his return from the consultation in
Not that it was Heather’s fault either—her
intentions had been good, and the
fundraiser was a noble cause—only the timing stank.
For a moment Grissom entertained the utterly insane thought of striding
into
the Dominion and quietly ordering Sara to his side. She would do it,
but he
knew how much it would wound her pride, and the price he would pay for
that
later would undo much of what they’d already achieved so far.
Still, he grinned
to himself, feeling a bit better and made his way to his office after
sending
the samples to the lab.
Once there, Grissom sat down and fished in his pocket for the
invitation again,
looking over the vellum paper and gilt-edges. Even as he assessed it
through
his professional gaze: 24 carat gold edging, privately pressed cloth
paper
excellent for prints and latent smears, handwriting done with a carbon
steel
nib over-dipped in genuine India ink—he noted the phrasing.
The Dominion of
RSVP
Under that he noted Lady Heather’s added note:
I would be honored to
instruct your new beloved as a guest for a few days prior if this is
agreeable
to the two of you.
Grissom was struck by her use of such an intimate and affectionate term
instead
of the usual choice: slave. He fought a sigh; Lady Heather was many
things and
intuitive was one of the foremost, despite the fact that they rarely
communicated socially these days. Their connection was only a shadow of
an
association, but it was still enough to allow her this liberty with
assumption.
A soft knock at his door brought his attention back to the here and
now, and
carefully Grissom re-pocketed the invitation before calling out,
“Come in—“
Catherine sauntered in and gave him a pitying smile before parking one
hip on
his desk and looking over his paperwork. She sighed. “I saw
you finished up
Sara’s samples. Thanks.”
“Not a problem,” he replied, amused at her fishing
expedition. Catherine was
clearly curious and trying to be casual about it. Part of the
exasperation and
affection he felt for her centered on the fact that there was very
little
subterfuge with Ms. Willows—blunt suited her perfectly well.
Catherine looked
up at him and sighed.
“So what was it this time? More backtalk to Ecklie?”
“Conrad tends to provoke it,” Grissom pointed out,
and Catherine arched one
eyebrow, acknowledging the truth without a word. “The time
off will do her
good—she puts in more overtime than most of the day shift as
it is.”
“True,” Catherine admitted. “But
she’ll never get anywhere if she doesn’t learn
the pecking order around here. You’ve got to take a firmer
hand with her, Gil.”
Grissom kept a straight face, trying his best to stay impassive at this
rebuke.
The fleeting memory of spanking Sara with the baton, of the whipping
sting of
the birch stick striping her gorgeous ass came to mind and he quickly
pushed it
to the back of his mind.
“Cath—“
She spoke again, shoulder shrugging. “I hate to go Biblical
on you, but spare
the rod and spoil the child—“
He coughed, fighting the surge of absurd hilarity rising the back of
his throat
at her words, feeling the off-kilter sense of two realities colliding;
Catherine leaned over and pounded him on the back. “You
okay?”
“Fine. I’m fine. And trust me, Sara’s
been disciplined.” Grissom commented as
he cleared his throat.
Catherine’s face held polite disbelief. “If you say
so.” She rose up and made
her way to the door, turning back for a second to add, “But
I’m telling you,
Gil—that one definitely needs to know who’s the
boss.”
She was up and ready well before seven; when the knock came at the door
Sara
opened it quickly and looked into the deep brown eyes of James. He had
changed
into a black button-down shirt and his collar glittered in the light.
Sara smiled; hers was tucked safely under her pillow.
“Good timing,” James told her,
“I’m here to take you to dinner.”
Sara grinned, and he smiled back, inclining his head to her as he
stepped back
to let her out of the room. She followed James down the staircase and
around a
series of corners somewhere along the second floor where he opened a
glass door
for her and she stepped into a little dining room done in gold and
black. There
was a buffet along one wall and little booths around the room where
various
people were eating dinner. Sara blinked, and James cleared his throat.
“In-house
dining for the staff and selected patrons. Lady Heather feels it
promotes
esprit de corps and cuts down on lost time commuting for
dinner.”
“How very—efficient,” Sara observed.
James let the way to a corner booth where
Lady Heather was already seated; she looked up at the two of them and
smiled.
“Miss Zara, I hope you rested well.”
“Yes, I did,” Sara replied, waiting a moment. Lady
Heather gestured to the seat
opposite her in the dark gold and black paneled booth and Sara sat. She
could
smell all sorts of appetizing scents, and felt her stomach rumble. Lady
Heather
looked up at James.
“Tonight?”
“Tonight Grilled Salmon, Tofu Stroganoff, Vegetable Medley
and Sicilian Pizza,”
he recited cheerfully. Lady Heather nodded to Sara, who considered the
selections for a moment. “Medley please.”
“And I’ll have the salmon please, no butter, extra
lemon. Wine, Miss Zara?”
Sara shook her head. “Water please.”
“I’ll have the same, thank you,” Lady
Heather told her slave. James moved off
and Sara looked back at Lady Heather, who gave her a wry smile.
“Consider this
the cafeteria of the Dominion. I’m nothing if not practical I
suppose.”
“It’s pretty posh,” Sara observed,
feeling both nervous and amused. Lady
Heather was dressed in a sleek leather cat suit with silver buckles
along her
shoulders. She laced her fingers on the table and looked at Sara with a
small
smile before speaking up again.
“I think we’ll take the tour of the facilities
after dinner, and you can get a
feel of the different sorts of scenes and activities we provide here. I
warn
you, I have my own specialties and favorites, but I’m more
than willing to work
with you on whatever piques your interests. Do you have any
preferences?”
Sara took a moment to think, and in that time James returned with the
drinks,
setting them before each woman. Lady Heather nodded, and without
fanfare or
fuss James knelt down next to her and sat back on his heels, his arms
folded
behind his back. He looked unexpectedly handsome, his classic features
bearing
a patient, almost self-amused expression. Lady Heather sipped her water.
“Miss Zara?”
“Oh! Um, I’m interested in some of the restraints.
If I may ask, you mentioned
specialties?”
“There you have it—restraints are actually one of
mine. I have some measure of
expertise in cuffs, shackles, plastic wrap, bandages and rope. Perhaps
a few
hours with the basics would be best.”
“No panty hose?” Sara blurted, amused at the little
tone of pride in Lady
Heather’s voice. She noticed how the woman reached out and
stroked James’
shoulder in an absent gesture of affection.
“Panty hose are dangerous,” Lady Heather sighed.
“When a submissive struggles,
the knots in panty hose tend to tighten and become nearly impossible to
undo.”
“I did not know that.” Sara blinked, and Lady
Heather nodded.
“Oh yes, it’s definitely one of the most dangerous
items people use. They
forget that most hose stretches, and consequently they tie their
submissives up
too tightly and end up having to cut the bonds off when hands go purple
and
limbs fall asleep. Dangerous.”
Sara nodded, feeling an odd mix of respect and amusement, and for the
first
time she felt a sense of anticipation for the evening.