When
Grissom
walked in, the first thing he noticed was the absolute quiet. He
released a
grateful Figaro and checked the living room. The playpen was empty. A
little
concerned, he looked in the kitchen and then moved down the hall to the
bedroom, stopping at the doorway to catch his breath.
Sara and
Wyatt lay asleep on the bed. Sara was curved protectively around Wyatt,
one arm
anchored across his little back as he lay sacked out, one little sock
half-off.
Grissom smiled down at them, and then gently picked the sleeping baby
up.
Carefully he carried him out to the playpen, settling him down on the
afghan;
Wyatt whimpered and rolled over, sinking back into deep slumber.
Grissom waited
a moment, then headed back to the bedroom, slipping his shoes off and
climbing
onto the mattress. Sara rolled towards him, hand reaching for him even
in her
sleep, and Grissom smiled, letting her arm rest heavily across his
chest as she
pressed to his side.
“Shhhh,”
he
murmured gently. “Wyatt’s in the playpen.
Let’s sleep while we can.”
“Kid’s
a
Energizer bunny, Grissom—I am SO not ready . . .”
Sara mumbled into his
armpit.
He made a soft noise of
agreement and they drifted off themselves.
The
sound of
giggles woke Grissom two hours later; blearily he checked his watch as
he listened
to Wyatt playing with the electronic disc toy in the other room. Little
bleeps
and squeals echoed down the hall. He rolled to his side and Sara
obligingly
snuggled up against his chest, her ass pressing against him. He savored
the
sensation for a moment since Sara was clad in her tee shirt and
panties, and
nuzzled her hair, getting a soft growl in return.
“I
know what
YOU want—“
“I
have a
semi-naked you rubbing against me—I think I’m
justified in wanting it, Sara.”
As he spoke, Grissom slipped his big warm hand up under her shirt to
cup her
breast; Sara moaned a little.
“We
can’t,
Grissom, we’ve got company in the other
room—“ came her soft protest even as
her nipple rose under his caressing fingertips. A soft rock of her
hips, and
Sara’s squirm became a concentrated caress against a part of
Grissom that was
very happy to receive it. He gave a pleased grunt, thrusting back
against her
with enthusiasm.
“Company
is
busy, so I vote that we entertain ourselves—“
“Oh
is that
way you vote? Who gave you majority in this bed anyway, Gil Grissom? I
believe
this is a co-operative venture—“
“So
cooperate
with me—“ he pleaded gently, but at that point
Wyatt began to wail, and with
sighs, both Sara and Grissom climbed out of bed.
“Hungry.
I
bet he’s hungry,” Sara guessed, tugging on a pair
of jeans and stepping into
sandals. Grissom gave a grunt of agreement and wearily followed her out
to the
living room. At the sight of them, Wyatt stopped for a moment,
bewildered. Sara
scooped him up and looked around.
“We
don’t have
a high chair, Grissom. One of us will have to hold him, and the other
one feed
him.”
“I’ll
hold
him—I prefer to be out of the line of
fire—“ he predicted cheerily. Sara made a
face and stepped into the kitchen with Wyatt, showing him jar after jar
sitting
on the counter.
“Peas,
diced
carrots,
“All
of
them,” came Grissom’s suggestion.
“He’ll let us know what tastes best.”
Ten
minutes
later, Wyatt was happily settled on Grissom’s lap chewing on
a Vienna sausage
in one little fist. Under the table, Figaro settled in with the
half-eaten one
that had fallen there, daintily devouring it while Sara pushed a dish
of peas
towards the toddler.
“Peas,
Wyatt.
Little green squishy peeeeeeeas,” she purred in her most
alluring voice.
Grissom arched an eyebrow at her.
“Say
it like
that and I’m temped to eat the things
myself—“ he warned. She grinned, tucking
a strand of hair behind one ear.
“You
mean I
might seduce you to the veggie side?” Sara mused, batting her
eyes at him.
Grissom looked from her to the dish of peas and paused a moment.
“Nah.
My
relatives in
“I
don’t
know—let’s invite them to sit out back of the lab
and watch a pig go through
decomp and maybe they might change THEIR minds,” Sara replied
sweetly. Wyatt
reached for the dish of peas, his little hand grabbing several,
squeezing them
into a paste. Grissom’s chuckle died away as Wyatt turned and
mashed them onto
his sleeve, leaving a green Rorschach there. Sara wisely hid her grin,
handing
Grissom a napkin.
“Peas
are for
eating, Wyatt, not wearing.”
“And
if you
must, wear them yourself—“ Grissom chided. For a
moment, Wyatt looked up at
him, catching the disapproval in Grissom’s tone. His lip
quivered, and seeing
it, Sara reached over to stroke the baby’s cheek.
“Don’t
get
stern with him, okay? He’s a baby for God’s sake.
They DO this sort of thing.”
“I
know, I
know—do you realize when he’s going to cry he looks
exactly like Greg?”
“Gris-som!”
Sara laughed, not wanting to admit he was right. Wyatt stuffed the
remainder of
his handful into his mouth, making his cheeks green, and with more
encouragement, got through the rest of the meal with only minor
spillage and
mess.
By the
time
they were done, Sara looked with dismay at the table. Grissom hefted
Wyatt up
and studied him as if he was some bizarre little painted Pygmy.
“Peaches,
peas, sausage and I think this stuff behind his ear is butter from the
toast—“
he rattled off. Wyatt wriggled. Sara sighed.
“The
kid
needs a bath. Man, how does Greg do it? I mean, his mom’s
probably doing a lot
of it, but the wear and tear is incredible.”
“I
guess we
should be grateful he didn’t have twins,” Grissom
acknowledged, hefting the
toddler against his ribs. Once again, little hands reached for his
beard, and a
green streak colored it before Sara could intervene. She snickered, and
Grissom
closed his eyes.
“Go
run the
water, Sara.”
It took
a bit
of teamwork to divest Wyatt of his overalls and socks; he squirmed and
wanted
to taste the bath rug, but when he was finally naked he beamed at them
both,
proudly swaying on his little feet, hands high in the air as he
luxuriated in
his personal freedom.
“Boy
if
that’s not male ego personified—“ Sara
chortled. Grissom shot her a sideways
look as she continued, “In fact, I think I’ve seen
you in the exact same pose,
babe—“
“Yes,
well I
have more to be proud of,” he replied. Sara laughed out loud
at that, reaching
into the tub to test the water temperature.
“No
argument
there—hmmm, I think we have a problem. The water’s
fine, but this tub is pretty
deep,” she observed, leaning over. Grissom looked down into
the water, noting
the steep sides with new concern. He carefully began to peel off his
shirt.
Both Sara and Wyatt eyed him with surprise.
He
shrugged.
“Logically
then, the safest course of action would be to bathe WITH him, correct?
That way
I can hang onto him while you scrub all that encrusted vegetable matter
off. No
slippage, minimum risk.”
Sara
sucked
in her cheeks, trying hard not to laugh again. She nodded, and turned
away as
Grissom shucked the rest of his clothes, peeling them off and laying
them
neatly on the toilet seat.
He strode
over and stepped into the tub.
“Nice
heinie,
Grissom,” she muttered as a wide-eyed Wyatt looked at him. He
fought a blush
and rolled his eyes.
“Just
give me
the boy—“ he growled. Sara did, gently lifting
Wyatt and handing him to
Grissom, who plonked him down on strong furry thighs. Wyatt grinned. He
reached
for the water and splashed, hard, chortling and babbling long strings
of
syllables, mostly Ms and Bs. Sara leaned over the edge of the tub and
soaped up
a washcloth.
“You
know, I
think I might have to dash out to the car—“ she
began casually. Grissom shot
her a dark and dangerous glance.
“No.
No
pictures, Sara. Not if you want to live.”
“Oh
come
on—you two make an adorable couple—“ she
laughed, dodging a splash of water as
Wyatt flailed his arms again, delightedly. Grissom’s grip on
his tightened, and
he continued to glare, his expression becoming slightly more serious.
“Not
with
someone else’s child, Sara. Talk about misleading
evidence—no, let’s just get
him bathed and out of here.”
They
found
that was easier said than done. Wyatt wriggled and fought and whimpered
and
splashed, wetting Sara so thoroughly that her teeshirt had gone nearly
transparent in the process. She managed to scrub the green off of his
face and
hands, and made it a point to rinse even between his little toes,
making him
giggle the entire time.
“
. . . And
this little piggy had Tofu, and this little piggy had none,”
she sang out in a
low laughing voice. Grissom shook his head.
“Tofu?
What
happened to roast beef?”
“Piggy
went
veggie. It’s the updated version. This Little Piggy two point
oh.”
“Revisionist—“
he snorted.
“Sue
me, the
kid’s having a good time. Come on Doodlebug, time to get some
clothes on—“ She
picked Wyatt up and wrapped him in a towel, giving his scalp a quick
rub to dry
the fine blonde hair. Wyatt burbled, trying to look up and Sara toted
him out
the door, calling over her shoulder.
“Might
want
to take a moment to scrub too, Grissom—you still have a
Martian beard—“
He
finished
his bath at his leisure, hearing Sara and Wyatt out in the living room.
A faint
sound made him look up and Grissom watched Figaro slink into the
bathroom,
glancing around carefully. He laughed.
“The
noisy
beast is in the other room, Fig. The only thing you have to worry about
in here
is falling in the tub again.”
Mollified,
Figaro leaped onto the closed toilet seat and settled down for a good
paw
washing as Grissom climbed out and toweled off. He dressed, tugging the
clothes
out from under the cat, and checked in the mirror to see that all the
peas were
gone.
Out in
the
living room, Sara and Wyatt were playing the no-no game wherein Wyatt
would
toddle over and pick something up then Sara would take it from him,
saying ‘no,
no’. Grissom watched her take the Kleenex box, the car keys,
the Journal
of
Forensic Review and a pencil
stub. In desperation, Sara looked up at Grissom,
and he managed a smile. He tipped his head towards the backyard. Sara
picked
Wyatt up and all three of them headed out.
The
warmth of
the afternoon made the grass smell good, and the cottonwood provided
plenty of
shade. Wyatt gave a shriek of glee when Sara took his socks off, and he
waddled
towards the hammock as Grissom sat on the brick steps next to Sara and
watched
him. He handed her a glass of iced tea, and she sipped it gratefully,
pushing
her sunglasses up higher.
“The
kid’s a
terror—manic energy you know?” she murmured fondly
after another sip. Grissom
nodded, leaning forward and enjoying the peacefulness. A few feet in
front of
them, Wyatt reached the hammock and was grabbing the netting, bouncing
with
delight at his newest achievement.
“Always
in
explore mode, be it food, bath or yard, yes, I noticed. He’s
also left-handed.”
“Really?
How
can you tell?” Sara turned her head to look at him, amused.
Grissom pointed
towards the toddler.
“Just
watch
him a while. The left hand is the one he uses to touch new things, or
push old
ones. It’s the one he ate most of his food with. Definitely a
southpaw.”
“I
wonder if
Greg knows?”
At that
moment the soft chime of the doorbell rang, and Grissom slowly rose up,
looking
at Sara, who shrugged back at him.
“No
clue.
Could be Brass again—“
Grissom
made
his way through the house cautiously. He reached the door and checked
the
peephole, feeling a bizarre sense of fatalism at the sight of the
person
standing on the porch.
Of
course. It would be her.
Carefully
he
pulled the door open and held up his hands, managing a resigned smile.
//Hi
Mom// he
signed.
***
***
***
Greg
blearily
rubbed his eyes and checked his watch again against one of the clocks
at
McCarran. The terminal was busy, and he had staked out a bench near the
right
gate, but he’d gotten here an hour early. Uncle Peter
wasn’t due in for another
fifteen minutes, but Greg hadn’t known what else to do for
the extra time; it
wasn’t visiting hours at Desert Palm yet, and the house was
dark and empty
without her and Wyatt in it. He let his head drop into his hands to
give in to
a moment of despair, bitterly damning the day he’d ever met
Sondra Matthews. As
he sat there, head down, he noticed a pair of shoes heading in his
direction.
They were high tops, red, and somehow familiar. Looking up, he caught
sight of
Clem coming towards him, brown eyes wide, mouth slightly open as she
held out
her hands, her whiteboard up and a jagged scrawl reading:
Oh Greg!
He rose
up,
startled and grateful at the same time, wondering how she knew what had
happened, but before he could think anything further she pulled him
into a warm
hug.
Greg
could
have wept for the glorious comfort of it. Clem was warm and curvy and
smelled
wonderful; she fit against him in all the right ways, and it took real
effort
on his part to peel out of it and look down into her face. But he did.
“Clem, what are you doing here?” he managed, not quite letting her go. She wiped the board clean and hastily wrote out a new message.
Brass has a suspect in
custody and they need you to ID him. I told Brass I'd be glad
to take your uncle to your house if you wanted to get to the station
right away. I thought he phoned you.
Guiltily
Greg
fished for his cell phone, seeing the message light flashing on it. He
winced,
putting the receiver to his ear just as the Arrival board announced
Flight 198
from
What
does
your uncle look like?
“Ah,
it’s
been a few years, but you can’t miss the mustache. Even
Harleys are jealous of
his handlebars—“ Greg murmured, listening to the
recording of Brass with one
ear. She nodded, keeping a sharp watch on the escalators, and gradually
the
trickle of passengers coming down grew to a crowd. Greg put away his
cell phone
and joined the search, standing near enough to Clem to enjoy the sight
of her.
She
pointed.
Greg followed the line of her arm to see his uncle, standing almost a
foot
taller than everyone else around him, looking a little confused. Peter
Gunderson was tall, thin, bald and definitely in possession of a fine
full grey
mustache. Greg stepped forward and when his uncle caught sight of him
he threw
his arms around him.
“Greg,”
he
murmured, hugging him quickly, then letting go. Greg cleared his
throat, his
face red but his eyes shining.
“Hey.
I’m glad
you’re here.”
“Family
is
family,” his uncle answered, the Norwegian inflection of his
words low. He
sighed. “How is Missy?”
“The
doctors
say she’s doing good. She woke up a little bit early this
morning, so that’s a
good sign. Listen, I hate to do this, but I have to go
in—they have a suspect,
Uncle Peter, and I have to identify him. My friend Clem here will take
you to
the house so you can unpack and stuff. After that we’ll go
check on Mom and
Wyatt.”
“Clem?”
Uncle
Peter intoned curiously. He looked at her and something in his pale
blue eyes
lit up a bit. Greg nodded, placing a hand on her back.
“
Clem
held her
dark hand out and it was engulfed by the older man’s heavily
callused grip.
“Very
pleased
to meet you,” he nodded. Clem scribbled out on her board.
Likewise,
sir. Do you have suitcases to collect?
Peter
stared
at the board, nodding slowly. Greg spoke up quickly, “Oh
yeah--She can’t talk,
long story but it’s not a problem. Look, I have to get going;
I’ll meet you at
the house as soon as I can—Thanks for being here.
Clem—“
He moved
to
peck her cheek; she turned and Greg’s little kiss of thanks
landed on the
corner of Clem’s mouth, startling them both. To hide his
confusion, Greg backed
away, waving, then turned and strode off quickly, leaving both Peter
and Clem
to gape after him.
***
***
***
//Gil?//
came
Olivia’s very pointed signing. Grissom followed her gaze
through the living
room to the playpen, still filled with the afghan and toys. His fingers
flew in
clumsy fashion as his mother stared at him meaningfully. He spoke as
well.
“We’re
babysitting at the moment. One of our younger colleagues was stalked by
his
ex-girlfriend and it’s not a good situation, mom. So Sara and
I have his son,
Wyatt for a while.”
Olivia
nodded, her eyes widening in sympathy, then she glanced around again,
her own
hands moving with graceful economy.
//I see.
Well, it’s only a flying visit this time—I have a
six-hour layover before I can
join Alex in New Orleans for the Rose Symposium, so I thought
I’d take a chance
and drop in. Oh you two have done wonders with Doreen’s
place, you really have!
I’m so glad. Where’s the baby?//
Grissom
bit
back a sigh and led his mother out to the back yard; Sara looked up
over the
rims of her sunglasses, eyes going wide at the sight of Olivia moving
towards
her, arms outstretched.
“Oh
hey!” she
smiled, accepting the warm hug. Olivia pulled back and tweaked
Sara’s nose
lightly.
“Tuprise!
On-ee for de apternoon doh.”
Sara
shot a
look at Grissom, who had picked up Wyatt and was bringing him over. The
toddler
looked at Olivia and broke into a wide smile, arms outstretched. Olivia
smiled
herself and took him from Grissom, bouncing the baby lightly in her
arms. Wyatt
patted her nose experimentally, then settled for yanking on the scarf
around
her neck. Sara moved over to Grissom, arms crossed over her chest.
“Did
you call
her?”
“Nope.
The
Rose Symposium is this weekend. Alex is very big on growing roses, so
he and Mom go to a few of the bigger shows. He’s already in
“Grissom!”
“Look
at
her,” he scoffed, “We won’t be able to
get Wyatt out of her arms without a
crowbar.”
Sara
snickered at the obvious truth of Grissom’s words; Olivia and
the little one in
her hold were busy making faces at each other, both of them burbling
happily.
Grissom waved a hand in front of his mother’s face.
“Can
I get
you anything? Something to drink?”
Olivia
shook
her head; stepping out of her high heels and carrying Wyatt back out
onto the
lawn. “No tank you. I’m goot.”
Sara
picked
up her empty tea glass and carried it into the kitchen, rinsing it out
and
watching Grissom, his mother and Wyatt through the kitchen window.
Olivia was a
natural, playing easily with the baby, kissing his feet and tickling
him.
Grissom hung back, not completely comfortable, but still close by,
signing
occasionally to his mother. Reluctantly she set the toddler down to
make some
reply to her son, and from the speed of her signs Sara wondered if it
was
another grandchild lecture.
Out on
the
lawn though, the discussion centered on something much more on
Grissom’s mind.
“
. . . And a
deed to a mine and a letter in Chinese. It’s very odd, mom,
and I just wondered
if you knew anything about it,” Grissom asked. Olivia
frowned, her attention
torn between the little one tugging on her stockinged toes and her
serious son.
She shook her head slowly, her face drawn with pain.
//Gil, I
don’t
like talking about your father.//
She
paused and signed again.
//The
only part of Howard’s business dealings
I ever knew about was the fifty thousand dollars of debt he left behind
when he
divorced me, dear. He never let me in on anything he was doing, all the
way up
to that day, so I have no idea why he’d have the deed to a
mine! What sort of
mine?//
//Silver.
I’m
going to do some research and see if it’s legitimate or not.
And the letter?//
//He
knew a
lot Asian businessmen, Gil—most of them unsavory as I recall.
Maybe if you get
it translated you’ll know more.//
Grissom
paused. He thought back over the packet of photos, and the guilty
secret of
Truman’s existence flashed through his mind. He’d
weighed the pros and cons of
mentioning him, but as he watched his mother play peek-a-boo with Wyatt
he bit
his lips and said nothing. Better to talk to a more objective
intermediary
before dropping a bombshell like that—
//Will
you
and Alex be coming back through this way?//
//We
could.//
Olivia agreed absently, watching Wyatt pick up a roly poly from the
grass. She
took the bug from him and handed it to Grissom, who briefly examined it
before
dropping it back into the grass. He caught his mother’s
attention again and
nodded.
“I’d
appreciate it if you would, yes,” he told her.
They
stayed
outside until Wyatt began to get cranky, rubbing his eyes and fussing;
when
Olivia carried him inside, Sara had already re-arranged the afghan in
the
playpen. Sulkily Wyatt accepted a bottle and settled down, kicking
fretfully
now and then to remind everyone he wasn’t going easily into
naptime. As he
began to drop off, Grissom gave his mother the tour of the house and
Sara
smiled to herself as she settled in on the sofa and watched Wyatt
drowse off.
He
wasn’t a
bad kid, but he was a handful, and guiltily she admitted she was glad
he was
only a visitor for the time being. Dimly she could hear Grissom trying
to
explain to his mother about the ant farm, and wondered if
he’d hastily smoothed
the spread in the bedroom . . . an odd feeling of tenderness washed
through her
stomach as she looked around the house.
Her
house.
This home she was making with Grissom.
Sara
caught a
glimpse of the mail truck moving past the house and stood, walking out
the door
and down to the box, smiling to herself as she fished out the mail.
Bills. A
coupon page for some new Cajun restaurant. And a few pieces of rerouted
mail
for her. One of them had a return address she recognized; a sudden pang
of
doubt hit her as she held out the envelope from her apartment
manager’s office.
The lease, she remembered—was she going to renew or terminate
it?
Turning,
she
began to walk back up the gravel drive to the house, tucking the notice
at the
bottom of the handful of mail. She plastered a smile on her face as she
walked
in to find Grissom on the phone and Olivia looking up at the Yin Yang
over the
fireplace. Sara set the mail down, shot a glance at the softly snoring
Wyatt
and turned to Grissom, who nodded to her.
“Fine.
No,
he’s been no trouble. Yes. Fine. You take the Fifteen . .
.”
Hanging
up a
few minutes later he sighed. Sara grinned at his relieved expression.
“Greg’s
coming?”
“Yeah,
straight from Booking. They found the accomplice,” Grissom
told her with a
pleased smile. Sara stepped closer to him.
“And
his mom?”
“He
didn’t
say. I had the impression she was doing better, but Greg was more
concerned
about picking up his son.”
Olivia
came
over, cocking her head and Grissom swiftly signed the conversation to
her; she
gave a little sigh of regret as she glanced towards the playpen.
//Of
course.
Tease your old mother this way. One little taste of grandmotherhood and
it’s
gone--// her fingers fluttered, but she smiled and reached up to pat
his beard
when she finished. Grissom slipped an arm around Sara and batted his
eyes at
Olivia.
“Fine,
Mom.
If you’re going to sulk, then I’m not even going to
let you look at my
engagement ring—“
Olivia’s
eyes
widened and she glanced at Sara’s hand.
“Whea?”
came
her demand. Grissom rolled his eyes and held out his left hand; his
mother
seized it and stared down at the ring, her jaw twitching. Just as
suddenly, she
dropped it and her fingers flew in a rapid series of signs practically
up in
Grissom’s face. Sara snorted since it was obvious she was
chewing him out for
something albeit by gesture rather than by voice. Startled at her ire,
Grissom
backed up a step then neatly caught his mother’s thin wrists
him his big hands.
“Mom
. . . . Mom . . . stop! No I’m not taking advantage of Sara,
yes I love her, yes I have
a ring for her too—“ he countered with annoyance,
“--Of COURSE I’m going to
propose!”
Olivia’s
fingers flickered, even in his grip; Grissom shot Sara a helpless look
and she
lightly touched his mother’s shoulder.
“Grissom can’t propose until May. My father made him promise—some sort of yearlong courtship thing,” she mouthed to the older woman. Olivia looked from her to Grissom again, who ruefully nodded. He let go of her wrists, and Olivia drew in a breath, carefully drawing herself up in a dignified way. She shot her son a lofty look, then motioned to Sara and stepped in the kitchen. Once there, Olivia seized the memo pad from the fridge and hastily scribbled something on it, holding it out to Sara.
All right, I'm sorry for overreacting there, but you must tell me, is that really an engagement ring?
Sara grinned shyly, nodding. Olivia sighed and beamed back. She wrote again.
THANK GOD. Good, okay--so Gil's proposing in May--when are you getting married?
Sara blinked, slightly stunned at this question.
Oh yeah. That would be the next step--
“Uh--” she stammered. Out in the living room, Grissom was trying to watch them and not get caught doing it. If she wasn't so stalled in Olivia's question, Sara would have laughed at his nonchalant pacing.
Never mind, never mind.
Just—congratulations! I’m a very lucky, very
grateful woman today—
came the next note, and Sara found herself hugged fiercely. She hugged
back, feeling her confusion washed away in the joyous warmth of
Olivia’s embrace. As they pulled apart, the doorbell rang.
Greg
stood on the porch, looking awkward, tired and shy; Grissom opened the
door wider and Sara waved from the kitchen. He stepped in, his eyes
widening.
“Ohhhh.”
he spluttered, looking around at the décor, “This
is your house—I mean, like YOUR house!”
Grissom
said nothing, his face slightly pink. Greg took a step towards the
portrait of Sara on the far wall, gazing up at it. Olivia moved out of
the kitchen and Sara followed her, startling Greg, who looked at them
in surprise.
“Oh
hey! Hi Mrs. G, Sara. Wow. I mean, just—wow. I had no idea
you guys were like, nesting. This place is so
totally—you.”
“Thank
you,” Grissom replied dryly. Greg shot him a quick blushing
look then sighed when he spotted the playpen. He moved towards it,
leaning over the rim to touch Wyatt, his hand sliding over the
toddler’s cheek.
“Yo
killer, daddy’s back. You been a good little
monster?” he whispered in a low affectionate voice.
***
*** ***
A few
hours later, after Greg and Wyatt had packed up and left, Grissom and
Sara took Olivia to McCarran with hugs and promises from her to return
in a week. They waited until she had boarded, then headed back to the
car, each savoring the quiet between them. As they pulled out of the
short-term parking lot, Sara glanced over at Grissom, wrestling for a
moment with what she wanted to say.
“Did
you see the mail?” she began softly. Grissom shot her a quick
sidelong glance and nodded. Sara persisted. “The note from my
landlord?”
“Yes.”
“It’s
my lease agreement. I have to either renew or give notice.”
He
nodded, not looking at her, but she saw his jaw tighten ever so
slightly, and the sight of that warmed the pit of her stomach. She
squirmed a little, flexing her toes inside her shoes, feeling
capricious for the moment.
“I
was considering renewing it, you know.”
“I
. . . suspected,” Grissom admitted softly, turning to merge
onto the highway. Slightly deflated, Sara stared at him. He shrugged.
“It hasn’t been easy, giving up a big part of your
autonomy these past five months. I know that.”
“Oh.”
She hadn’t realized Grissom had a clue. Chagrined, Sara
stared at the dashboard instead.
“It’s
okay, Sara. I know it’s not easy living with me. And
sometimes I’m sure it’s a relief to know you have .
. . a choice,” he continued. Something in his voice hit her
hard, and as she watched his profile it dawned on her that he was
struggling with it.
Sara
looked at Grissom and understood in one bright moment that he was
terrified of losing her and yet would let her go if she asked.
In the
ten months they’d been together, he’d never talked
about her apartment because it was her door to walk through.
Her
option.
Her
freedom.
Something
cold inside her, some tiny little sliver of ice melted right then, and
Sara sighed. Reaching over, she laid a hand on his thigh.
“Grissom,”
she murmured softly. “I want you to take me to my apartment
right now. I want you to make love to me there, naked and deep and
wild—“
He
looked over at her, his blue eyes slightly desperate at her drawled
words. She smiled.
“—And
when we’re done, I want you to take me home.”
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